Clone Rants

The Obligitory Commonwealth Games Entry

2006-03-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

Music: Tangled Up In Me - Skye Sweetnam
Mood: Constipated... really...

I haven't got any sleep lately, because I've been watching TV till late at night.... and I got not school tomorrow because my class was given a day off because they're using our class for something... Yayyy~~ I get too sleep in~~ XD! Happy!!! And no homework~~ XD!

So yeah, I've been watching the Games now, and it's not like I have anything other to watch because my mom always watches it. I'm so proud of the Mixed Badminton team, you guys ruled! Ah, snatched the Gold from the England team, they did. I watched the repeat last night and wow, it was kinda intense~

But then, I still heart the Gymnastics event, male ones. Yup. I always have a good laugh when it's the floor event. Seeing quite muscular men prancing around and flipping in the air is so much fun. Oh, that event and weightlifting. They're so strong~ *.* Amazing.....

I still hate man boobs.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! Grab some more golds, baybeh! And GO THE LAWNBOWL TEAM!

Teh School Stress Drama

2006-03-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Save The Last Dance For Me - Michael Buble (my One True Love no. 3)
Mood: Stressed

Yay! I got the highest mark in English in class! Well, me and Frostie did, so, we share the same mark. And the teacher suddenly hunted for me as one of her SPM distinctions candidates. Great.

The SPM results at my school is okay I guess, I don't know, really, but it's slowly increasing, but not Chemistry, I guess, the teacher said it's decreasing or something. Blah, whuteva. But Physics is slowly climbing up. This year's high achiever is a girl who got 14A 1s... Yeah, and so and so.

I am quite... intimidated when my Physics teacher showed the percentage of passes and grades of last year's candidates and the year before. I'm reaaaaallly nervous. Beacuse I'm just scared I'll screw up and fail, not that I'm that smart anyways. It's just average, but quite low for the standards of Science stream students.Nah, I'm just dumb. Another jack-of-all-trades... Not the best at anything, I guess. Oh god, can I really handle working to get 12A 1s? I have no idea now. I'm not really working hard yet, I haven't fully revised last year's stuff and I'm just so fucking scared.

Thinking about it, I'll probably get a C7 or D8 for Add Maths, but hopefully higher (at LEAST a B3) but well, I have to work hard... and at Chemistry too, I like it, I get it, but I can't get high marks. Then, well, I'm not sure what subjects will I get A 1s......

I'm so stressed out right now. Before I sort this out, I just need time to sort myself up. I've been playing too much and I feel guilty. The sign of once a goody-two-shoes.

After I log off, I'll just do some notes while listening to the manly voices of Il Divo.

You've Got To Wonder Sometimes

2006-03-18T19:14:00.000+08:00

Music: Ame no Hi wa No Thank You - Michiko Neya & Tooru Ohkawa
Mood: Hyper groovyness

Sometimes, you really have to wonder why people stare at you. That's been happening to me for quite some time actualy, I just wonder why they stare. I know it's not because something called "beauty" because it's something that I clearly don't have.

Or is it because I secretly have become a porn star and videos of me secretly taken in the loo have been spread on the internet and inside handphones?

Okay, that's a far shot but there's a possibility you know.

It's quite alarming how that big issue among Malaysians nowadays. And it's just so disgusting to find out how cheap some of these girls are and let themselves get recorded or photographed. Like they could do sexual acts in the first place. Stupid Malay girls. STUPID, I SAY. CHEAP WHORES. Don't you have any dignity at all? When you found out that pictures and videos of your boobs and body have been spread around, then will you regret it? Will you regret it when you're pregnant and the guy won't marry you or be responsible? Don't, because it's far too late. Ooh, I'm ranting about this, great! And you won't forget it either, because it's gonna haunt you and make you feel guiilllttyyyyy~~~~ And you're making us other Malay girls sound bad, like we're bunch of horny rabbits or something.

Tolonglah, dah belajar kat sekolah pasal dosanya benda ni dalam PI, takkan lah nak jugak buat. Ingatlah akhirat tu sikit, jangan nak ingat pasal happy ke tak. Otak ada tolong lah guna, okay?

I'm not saying that I'm better than them, wait, I am actually, haha. So, forget that. It's better to stay home and watch TV than having sex while recorded and be ashamed for your whole life.

So back to the staring issue. So, I think because they think, "Goodness that girl looks like a bloke!". Yeah. I know it's true, or maybe they have nowhere to look at, because I stare at people too, so, I have solved this mater by myself. I always do that. It's bothers me really...

So, if this happens to you, stare back. It's fun. Maybe you'll fall in love or something.

... And I Go Away Now...

2006-03-15T12:43:00.000+08:00

Music: Utada Hikaru - Passion ~after battle version~ (KHII)
Mood: Teh tummy achiness

This goes to Yume-chan, who helped me upload credit to my beloved Internet account, who was used up by my dad (T_T).

Well, seems that I have lost against my will not to get sick, but I did, a couple days ago. A fever. Heh. And I still have a blocked left nostril from the excessive snot. Life is not good.

I was gonna go to sleep although Tuesday TV=WWE but my mom won't lt me watch but then my dad comes up with teh new DVDs. So we watched Fun With Dick and Jane. It was quite funny.... and we laughed, and laughed, and laughed.... Until it was over. Poor little doggie. That collar must've hurt.

Then my mom went to sleep seeing it was already 1am. Then my dad whips out more new DVDs, honestly, it was seeing DVDs coming out like it popped out of thin air! ~~Outrageous!~~ Amazing! (wrong word... hoho). Then he tested them, to see the picture quality, and well well well, let's see what the last DVD is.... dun dun dun... IT'S BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN! CLEAR! Not the dark crap I watched. And seeing it's a gay movie, my dad watched it late at night. I went inside my room just before Jack arrived in his truck.

And inside my room, I was squeeing. Oh, not loudly tho' since the joined bathroom doors in my room had been taken out since we're renovating it (my privacy~~) Okay, back to the story, so, the TV is right next to my wall, the side where my bed is.... and I couldn't sleep because I was listening to the movie. And I heard the almighty *beep* scene, I was rolling on my bed going "Oh no, dad, you're gonna see it, not the dark crap I saw, but you're gonna see what JACK TWIST DID WITH ENNIS IN THAT TENT! 'O MY GOODNESS!"

But then, this is my dad.... he's seen more movies and more things than I already did, right. Yeah.

And so, for the remainder of the week, I am going to Johor, with my mom and just hangin' around the hotel with my cousin probably, doing homework. I want Internet access.... T_T

In other news, it seems that Austin St John, the former actor of the red Power Rangers is now a gay porn actor. Thank you. There goes my chilhood, burned bad.

TEH AVATAR OF THE DAY!~

Awww.... *turns into a puddle of goo* Credit goes to noway_icons at LJ!

The Beauty That is Brokeback

2006-03-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

I posted this on a forum and I just feel like posting it here:

Oh, here's the thread, if you want to read it LINK OF BBM THEREAD ON CF

On to my comment:

Heh, how did I miss this thread, what I am going to say is quite long after reading all the posts...

I watched the movie... quite some time ago but I just watched it again today... It's a great story, and not because it's about two guys doing it with each other, one of them is because I've been a fan of Jake since, like, ... can't remember, and because it is quite a good source to study about the mechanism of desire, lust, and need in the human life. And I suppose about love, too and how love can overlook one's gender.

I found it to be a "beautiful" story. Why? Although it seems really rough from the outside (really rough actually), it's quite delicate once you've understand the flow and the small messages in between the words and the scenes. We're talking about two rough men here, two rough "Malboro" guys, and with them being cowboys just screams "We're real men!", and I get it why the writer of the story chose cowboys for her story. It kinda shows that even the manliest of men cannot fight the force of love, even if it is being in love with someone who's the same gender as them. See what Ang Lee is talking about? He said he made a love story, not some movie about two cowboys buggering each other. If you see beneath the facade of the story, I guess you'll understand what I'm talking about.

Then, the characters, I love both Jack and Ennis, and I understand the "accident" that hapened between them that led them where they are is just about them being desperate men, who're stuck with each other for a period of time and just had to "get off". This accident led them to... love? I'm out of things to say about the movie. And I don't even know what I'm talking about...

In other words, I love it, and you should see despite your sexual preferance. It's a great movie. Sad it didn't bag the Oscar of best movie tho'.

Now, about people being gay...

I agree with Vatinacoel, but I don't encourage ppl to be gay. There's something that the society has not seen which is it's just classification of preferances, if you look at it, both being straight and gay have their own drawbacks and benefits.

And being gay is a choice, not how appealing you find gay sex. It's also some sort of a lifestyle, it's just like being a vegan, or an animal lover, of a nature lover (the extreme ones)

I'm taking a quote from one of my fav fanfictions:

"Being gay is the result of social conditioning, it's a set of characteristics defined by society to account for a biological condition, and the degree to which people feel able to follow this is the ... well, it's how gay they are. With me?"
Snitch! by Al (Harry/Draco)

And also, if you actually read the papers some time, it is discovered someone being gay is some kind of biological result when you're still in the womb, I can't recall the actual words but I remembered it being the mother having too many set of one hormone and it is sorta passed down to the child when it is in the womb.

You don't have to be gay to support gay rights... That's just... stupid actually. As in to convert from being straight to being gay just because you don't mind it....

This is the end of my rant. Yeah. But let me just tell you, I don't encourage them to be one. I get it if it's love, I can't help it if it happens but I'd hate it if you changed because of the sex only. To get gay people is just about understanding really...

And all this is from an observation by a 17-year old Malay girl. Be older and you can get more... Haha...

Go Go Away Ganguro Hentai

2006-03-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

Music: Ai Otsuka - Planetarium (Hana Yori Dango ED)
Mood: Traumatized

I am going to stay clear or hentai for a while bacause of that stupid game, Ganguro Girls. I. AM. SO. TRAUMATIZED. Eww. Ewwwwwwww. Ewwwwiiiiiwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeee~~~ XP Sure it was fun at the beginning, but the ending... ? *dies* But if there's someone reading this who wants the cheats and answers, I have em, but not complete. Take it... and... have fun?

I have finished me story! It's a 3 page one... about a guy who wanted to kill himself because he couldn't stand being alone coz his girlfriend died sacrificing herself for him, but stopped by his old friend who he thought was his girlfriend's secret lover or something and actually not and they talked and stuff... I'm not making any sense eh? Oh well, at least I tried. It's pretty hard to write y'know.

I haven't eaten since morning and it's.... 6.36 pm whe I'm typing this. Oh, the hunger! I can't stand eating more cup/instant noodles. I need real food, foo!

Yeah... Random avatar of teh dayy!!!

Teh ANGST!HARRY~~ He's all capslock-y.... LOVE!

Oscars Woe

2006-03-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Kimura Kaela - Twinkle (Love For NANA Tribute)
Mood: Mixed

Yume-chan>> Mou, maybe... I'm too scared! Kyaaahhh! I haven't started yet, I need to clean my room first then tanam the pokok lah~~ Sankyu, na~~ <3 n.n

Why oh why didn't Brokeback Mountain win? WHY?? Izzit coz America don't want cowboys to be gay? Or was it beause Crash was a better movie? Goodness... T-T...

So, I was watching the Oscars with my mum, like always. It's so hard watching it this year because on the pre-show, I was trying so hard to surpress myself from squeeing without dignity when they interviewed Jake Gyllenhaal (Jake! My loveee...) and I know if I squeed, my mom will give me "the-glare-o'-death"... or pester me with questions, "Did you watch the gay movie???".... No comment. I was also trying so hard when clip from the movie was played or when they focused on the BbM cast. I just sort of went rigid and laughed weakly.

I heart Jon Stewart, the joke about the Hollywood women who "can't afford cloth to cover their breasts" because the pirates were stealing from them killed me and my mom. It's actually true eh? Look at poor Mariah Carey, the woman clearly have been robbed from her, coz she never wore something that's... warm. Yes. Poor Mariah, always in the cold and such. HA!

I still haven't uploaded pictures from the "surprise party" my friends threw me at my own house (whatt--? -_-).. maybe later coz my bro stole the camera... probably to take pictures of his wall full of footie posters.

My stomach hurts... and I've been making trips to the toilet since 4am.... which is why I didn't go to school today.

After this I'm gonna write a story for the school yearbook, or just another fanfiction. I don't know why but whenever I write, it's always based on the Potter universe... and err... hints of H/D.... I did that already, recently... for my english essay. Mwaha. I just hope the teacher can't really pick it up, the H/D that is, because the Potter reference is quite clear with the use of HBP storyline and the use of the killing curse. No real name from the book waS taken, but y'know...

SUPRISE!

2006-03-06T18:52:00.000+08:00

My friends threw a surprise Birthday party for me earlier, twas nice ^^ I have some pictures that I'll upload later... tomorrow maybe ^^

I'm glad I have such great friends. And I miss Yoyo too much! She called today! I was so happy! I'm gonna see her in the school holidays next week XD!

Happy birthday to me, and may my wishes come true... And I can read NC-17 fics now... hehe

Muh Weekend

2006-03-05T18:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Thank You!!! - HOME MADE KAZOKU
Mood: Tired

Yah! Okay, lets start wif Friday. Last Friday was the annual school Sports Day, this is my first time to attend it at the stadium, I didn't last year because I was in Japan (why?!? why can't I be in Japan again????) Like usual, twas hot, and I got sweaty. It was kinda boring but watching the people in the track event was kinda fun. My bro was in the 200 meter event, and he got 2nd place. He could won but he said "I froze..." Piccies!

He wif Midori-chan, the Kawaii Kaijyu boss, note that I am taller... haha! And the lazy smile, it was morning and I was sleepy. I gained weight. So... yeah.

Teh people who volunteered to stand in the blazing hot sun. Fools.

Me. Again. With Shiro. So, Kuro and Shiro (black and white)... haha!

Teh fanboys~~ Well, some of them are my classmates.

"We shall feed the unfed!" ....Some friends.

"Teacher, whaddaya mean? My name is ON THAT LIST!" Muh brother, the one in green, after his run.

Midori: Haha! I am the boss, so I am overshadowing you! Mwahahaha!
Me: Dang you... *pissed*

Okies, then.... On Saturday, well, yesterday and today (yes I just got home) we went to Cameron Highland. I have no idea, coz I was leeping then my mom just knocked on my door and said "We're going to Cameron Highland today" then I just groggily said "Oh, okay then..."

Ah, what fun. It was colder up there then here. Yup, it's a big deal because the temp here is so so so so freakkkkkiinnnnnnnnnggggggg HOT! It was 36 degrees Celcius today. Hell, I can never stand that. So, since it was cold and stuff, I didn't wear my headscarf. Why? Well, I dunno, coz it was cold. So I want the cold.

My uncle (white shirt), and cousins.

Me and muh cousin, Camelia. Note the crappy haircut. Cut it shorter and lose the boobs and I'll look like a bloke. Gah!

I love spending time with Cammie, coz she a lot of fun. Yesterday, alluva sudden she clinged to me then:

Cammie: "I love you Draco! Malfoy! I love you!" *cling*
Me: wth? "I'm sorry Pansy! I don't love you! I love Potter!"
Cammie: "No! I LOVE YOU Malfoy! I wanna marry youuu!"
Me: "Never! I love only Potter and I want to marry him! Harry! I love you!"

That went on for quite some time.

Then I dared her to yell "I'm gay!" from the hotel window. She did, and no one heard. So I yelled that too. I have no idea why I did that, I lost my head, I guess.

And she's 11. I'm corrupting a little girl... NOOOOOOOOOO~~!!!!

Heh, read the highlighted text. Mwaha. I am a top clone, why didn't you choose me? Oh, we visited a tea factory this morning there. There were loads of tourists, old, I think they are from Canada (Ho, ho, Cat~~ are you gonna do something like this when you're older? Visiting a tea factory?) From the looks of it, they are tea lovers.

Pwetty view.

My bro and me.

So, I better go do my homework now.

p/s: I AM GOING TO BE OLD TOMORROW! OMG!

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical

2006-03-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

Music: YUI - LIFE (Bleach)
Mood: A tad sleepy actually...

On the 26th of last month, my family and I went to Istana Budaya to see the wonder that is Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical (link). It was the 3.00 o'clock show, which I think was the first time they perform durng the day, because it is usually at nights.

I have read a few reviews and from what people had said, it was great. And what they said was true. I was a bit anxious, there I was in my seat all excited.

The Actors
Amazing performence. AMAZING. Since I was in the second row, I could see the actors clearly and all. They were so in character. Even the minor characters were amazing. Although Tiara slipped and forgot her lines at 2 points of the show, it was fine. And Stephen Rahman-Hughes, great. He does look weird talking in Malay, with his background from London and not knowing Malay and stuff. If he's this great in PGL, I wonder how good he was in Bombay Dreams. Tiara is amazing as usual but AC Mizal, wow. I never have liked him much, going way back from the day when he was still in 4U2C, and all the Gerak Khas stuff, it never occured to me that he is this good of a perfomer. His expression, oh my gosh, so.... like the character, a bit arrogant, proud, and the royal straight-face, actually a permanent proud expression but with the tone of his voice, great. Adlin was great like always, but with the bit with him dfancing, that was shocking. Every character was awesome. Every single one of them.

The Music
GAH! *dies* I love the songs! I love it! Stephen! Oh gosh! Such a great great voice and the great control of it. I. HEART. YOU. And AC, I know with your musical background, I could not expect better because it was the best. And Adlin can sing! Whee~~ The background music, the embiance, whatever..... *sigh* I don't know how to express it in words. Great.

I have no idea what to type anymore, coz I'm sleepy! I don't know what else to say but if I could I would definately want to watch this again. And if you have a chance, watch it. I haven't mentioned a lot of this like the settings and stuff, but it was just wow.

9/10 from me.

Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical

2006-03-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Dizzy

2006-02-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Dizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzydizzy~~

BAD HEADACHE! MUST CRACK HEAD OPEN.... O_O...

Come Here Birdie~~

2006-02-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Push The Button - Sugababes
Mood: Tired of waiting...

They're late, as always... I'm waiting for my friends...

I can't eat chickens now. I miss eating chickens. For a person that doesn't like to eat chickens much, that's something. That damned Bird Flu is here in my country, and in my state. Poor little chickens, all dying and stuff. Well, I'll just do my best not to get affected by the virus tho'. I had enough of pills in my body at the start of this year and I don't want to eat more. I hate getting sick and I don't want to get sick again.

The February test is over today. I think I failed Modern Maths, because I forgot the thing, like shoot! Man, I was so stressed about it last night, I almost did Additional Maths questions to make the stress go away. I have no idea why I felt like doing it. But I want to work harder, I really do coz if not, where will I go on this tough road of life? Oh, suffer, I shall, if I do not work hard, foo!

So, after SPM, I am so getting a job. I still need to pay for my education and all... Where will the money come? It won't pop out of thin air or am I in a rich family. I am also not a child prodigy who will get trillions of scholarships or a child actor who gained millions and is the richest kid in my country (damn you Daniel Radcliffe... I wish I had your money) Nononono... Yosh! Work my butt off! That's what I gotta do! I don't even have enough money to pay for Pre-U. And if I used it, all my savings are gone, methinks.

If they are not coming in the next 30 minutes, I'm gonna go sleep.

Banned and Gagged

2006-02-23T14:45:00.000+08:00

Music: Second Flight - Kotoko (Onegai Twins)
Mood: Full

I'm not gonna put up with that layout. What a waste of time. Well, I don't mind anyways, I like this one better. Made it yesterday after I found that picture (Boyd) He's so pretty. I wish I was pretty like him. Whatever. And the background, well, it's very... wallpaper-y. I like it ^^.

I was flipping through the newspaper today, like always, and I am quite surprised that News Sraits Times got into trouble when they published an episode of Non Sequitur, the one with the "caricatures of Muhammad while you wait". So, today, no Non Sequitur, which by the way, one of my fav comic strips in the paper along with Bringing Up Baby and Bound and Gagged. Actually I like them all. Non Sequitor is very... American I guess. I wouldn't know...

I have no say in this matter. And I don't want to blog about this.

Whut else... Should I go against.... The censorship board? Nah, a lot of people already done that. A lot of movies are banned... and severely cut here. But I don't mind, as long as I got my Brokeback Mountain already (Great. ;_; tragic. Awesome.)

Then THAT wretched writer who said ANIME IN GENERAL is PORN? wtf? Anime is NOT all porn. They have categories... Like movies. So, Doraemon is porn? Studio Ghibli great animations are porn? They should research the matter before writing about it. And the worst thing is that it was published ON THE FRONT PAGE. *sigh* Thank goodness my family doesn't buy that paper. My mom won't believe it anyways. She knows what anime is about because she's got an otaku living with her (me).

Well, I'll just go study now, 3 papers tomorrow and got to do good.

Random avatar of the day:

I Heart You Robert

2006-02-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

I heart you Robert Pattinson. I used to hate you and against you playing Cedric, but now I love you with all my heart and I'll g;ladly have your babies.

Why you ask? Why, read this

I LOVE YOUUUU!

I really should sleep.. school tomorrow~~~ And Physics in the first two periods...

Alive Again, Mwaha!

2006-02-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Music: Redemption - Gackt (FFVII DoC Main Theme)
Mood: Content

*sigh* Thank goodness the codes work this time. It won't work with my Kingdom Hearts layout, which sucks... I liked it. Well, I'm stuck with Daniel Radcliffe fow now, I don't really care, but yeah. I'm gonna stick with the simple styles. It takes too much time to make such "full" layouts. Die imagemap... I shall not use you for this blog for a while. Go sleep or something...

Emm, so, for the past few months and all, I've been busy with school and all that jazz. It's not easy, when it's your last year at school, your nose is rubbed raw on the wall. I have mountainloads of homework and that people, is not easy. And a test next week. Whee.

So, I've started learning the floor plans for houses and all, the blueprint stuff... blah. So, it's quite fun to do but the details, oh my. It just plain torture. I think my teacher's quite impressed, because I'm quite fast at this chapter. Usually I'm among the ones who stayed back coz they haven't finished their work in class. I'm glad I can do this thing...

Ahh~~ My urge to be girly has ended, and back to being an otaku. I also cut my hair, and I shall be killed by Midori coz she said she'll tear me apart if I cut my hair. Pah. I'm rather fond of my hair being short, makes me look like Harry Potter, it does. Hoo hoo, if I haven't got boobs, I can fool people. I was never happy with the.. err.. size of it.. It's too large for my liking... *blushes*

Went to MMU (Multimedia University) yesterday... got some info about the courses, well, only in the Creative Multimedia department, coz there's where I'm going anyways. So, I'm not sure still. Animation? Can I really do that? I don't want to web design, it's crap.... I don't know what I like right now. I just want to do multiple things. A jack of all trades, I am. I'm good at stuff, but never the best. Just good.

Here's to studying.

Die Expensive Clothes, DIE!!!

2006-02-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Die Expensive Clothes, DIE!!!

Music: Towa no Omoi - Makino Yui
Mood: It's dang hot, foo!

I am losing to my girly side, nooooooooooo~~ Is this a part of being a 17 year old? Defying who you were for the last 16 years? Gah! I do no like skirts but I'm having the desire to wear one, shit! And I won't and can't, fsck! Someone, choke me!

Yeah, yeah, I'm falling into the deep and expensive world of fashion (the evil thing) Damn models. THEY LURED ME THERE! I'm so KILLING you Boyd, for making me like fashion, fuck! I mean, I have never ever cared about how I look and suddenly now, I care. I don't wash my face with the cleanser stuff that much and NOW I'm even using face scrub... wtf? And whitening cream?

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?

For now, I'm still nowhere. I'm still fat and is still a total geek. I will not be some poser. I want to remain as an otaku. Coz, y'know, otakus have fashion sense too, the one who cosplay does and stuff.

Why the hell am I solving this by my own? Should I rant. Goodness I sound like some prep.

It's the hormones I tell you. And Eleena, you're going down too, coz you made me sound like some prep. But wait, you're a skater... what? Why am I stupid all of the sudden?

I'm just glad I still don't own any make-up. Mwaha!

p/s: I'm still fixing my blog codes. The fsking thing won't show up!

Hong Kong + Raya Stuff

2005-11-19T13:42:00.000+08:00

Music: Give Me All of Your Love!! - TommyHeavenly6 (Love For NANA)
Mood: Angsty... >:P

I'm tiredddddd~~

Raya was fun. Yes. And I got money.

Hong Kong was fun. Not really. Twas okay. Nothing much. Disneyland was fun though.

Okay, Hong Kong, if you're going, and when you're at Temple Street, just DON'T look at the closed booths coz they sell... umm.. things. It's just weird how easy you can get echhi+hentai stuff there, just by the streets, like magazines, cds... scarys things that I shall not mention and even masks... >.<... these people are crazy. Talk about them being S&M fans......-_-;

Disneyland..... *.*.... It was awesome! I rode the Space Mountain ride, like, DUDE! Twas awesome! WWWAAAAAAAA~~~!! And the shows were amazing and the one, The Golden Mickeys... If you saw the dude who were Tarzan... You'd die. He's got this body to die for........ XD! And the Lion King show was also amazing.... 0.0.... I just wonder how they can do that everyday...

Ocean Park. Rollercoaster.... And I saw dolphinnsss~~ Awwww... That's one thing crossed out of my "Things I wanna Do Before I Die" that are related to dolphins

1. See dolphins - DONE!
2. Touch dolphins
3. Swim with dolphins
4. Meet someone named Iruka (close enough....)

What did I buy.. well, not much, since I ONLY HAD 100 HONG KONG DOLLARS! That's like, RM50?!? It was NOT enough....

They had lots of figurines, but they quality was sooooooo bad, even I didn't want to buy them. But there was this one box of Naruto figurines and the shocking thing was, Kakashi was beside Iruka and Kakashi's face was in Iruka's crotch.. like WHOOUUUUUUUUAAAAAATT?? And there was this KakaIru shirt that I wanted but my mom didn't let me buy them. Dang. Oh, yeah, what I bought...

1. FMA Silver State Achemist watch (kyaaa~~) got it cheap, AND it was the only one, got it for about... HKD23... that's around... RM11.50. CHEAP!

2. Naruto wallscroll. I wanted one with Iruka in it, but I couldn't resist the one I bought, Kakashi was soooo prettyyy~~~ HKD30, and the bellboy at my hotel BROKE the plastic rod. I was going to kick his butt... But I didn't.

3. Some stuff for my friends

4. 3 Pairs of socks ofr HKD10 (RM5). Yes. Because I wanted to spend all of my money... but I still have HKD10... It's pretty coz it's purple.

I didn't buy much stuff... Unlike the rest of the group... Even my brother got HKD400+ worth of stuff... Like shoes, shirts, 2 balls, a plushie (yes... a plushie).... Maaannnn... Thats not fair...

I'll post the pics later... I'm toooooo lazy to do stuff now... haaa~~ I'm still too lazy to update my blog too... I already made a new layout and... it's nice... to me... BTW, go to BlogSkins.com and search for a skin named Wild Kiss... That's mine~~! Yay!

And I need something to read.... again... I'll go fanfic hunting later >_<

No Comment

2005-10-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

I should be kicked hard in the ass for not updating.

Don't bother, coz I'll be gone to sort things out, c ya dudes!

Wai! Wai!

2005-08-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

Mood: bad... >:D
Music: Vanilla - Gackt

Wahhh~~ I vomitted agin yesterday XD My breakfast was out in an instant, and it was a good one too *pouts*

It's the scholl holidays... Got nothing to do, wanted to follow mom to her opffice this morning but fell aspleep coz I was downloading something for 5 hours and didn't sleep all night. I slept at 7 am..... And thank goodness it wasn't too long after I woke up and realized I had my internet connection on.. Haa... The things you do for a lil bit of something.

I have fallen in love with a song... Dang it... It's a good sounding song (???) It's what I'm listening to now... Wahh~~ Gackt sama~~ He's old.. I don't care bout him, it's the song that I love!! Waa~~!!!

Damn naughthy song! You're so great!

Gackt - Vanilla

kimi wa seijitsu na moralist kirei na yubi de boku o nazoru
boku wa junsui na terrorist kimi no omou ga mama ni kakumei ga okiru
You're an honest moralist You trace me with your pretty finger
I'm a pure terrorist Your thoughts are rising like a revolution

koi ni shibarareta specialist nagai tsume o taterareta boku
ai o tashikametai egoist kimi no oku made tadoritsukitai
A specialist bound by romance You used your long fingernails on me
An egoist who wants to confirm love I want to struggle on until I'm inside of you

kimi no kao ga toozakaru
ah boku wa boku de nakunaru mae ni
You keep yourself at a distance
ah Before I lose myself

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto fukaku
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga tokeau hodo ni
boku wa...kimi no...Vanilla

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Deeper
As those almost maddening lips I've gotten used to melt together
I am...Your...Vanilla

"...nante kidorisugi" sonna cool na kimi wa plastic
atsui menazashi ni wa ecologist sono moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii
"...you're too affected" You're cool like plastic
With hot looks like an ecologist, those burning kisses are irritating

yugandeiku kimi no kao ga
ah boku ga boku de iraremasu you ni
Your distorting face is
ah Please let me stay myself

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto hayaku
kurushii kurai ni nureta kuchibiru ga kotoba nante mou
kimi to boku not Burning love

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Faster
The almost painful wet lips are there are no more words
You and I are not Burning love

ah ikutsu asa o mukaereba ah yoru wa owaru no darou ka
ah sora ni chiribamerareta ah shiroi hana ni kakomarete yuku
ah If we welcome how many mornings ah Will the nights probably stop
ah Scattered in the sky ah White flowers surround us

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo "I've seen a tail"
kuyashii kurai ni kimi ni hamatteru no ni
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!
Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is "I've seen a tail"
It's almost embarrassing I've fallen for you
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto kimi o
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta koshi tsuki ga tokeau hodo ni
kimi wa...boku no...bannin da
Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More You are
As those almost maddening hips I've gotten used to melt together
You are...My...keeper

Hee hee~~ I'm gonna lok for a live version, video that is, for this song. Someone said it could give me a nosebleed... but.. I wanna know why! XDXDXDXDXDXD

Meme! And off to draw!

How many people in Naruto likes you? by Kisaragi_Anirzah
Your name
Is in love with you
Wants to be your friend	Kankurou
Thinks you're cool	Jiraiya
Is your soulmate	Lee
Hates you till the day they die	Asuma
Is addicted to reading your blog	Temari

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Naruto. who are your teammate and witch boy chra likes you by ermac
Name
Age
SEX
Weapon
member 1
member 2
crush

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Sickness Blues

2005-08-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Mood: *cough cough* *blows nose* *scratches forehead*
Music: Nakushita Kotoba (Lost Words) - No Regret Life

Well, I really got sick. It izz teh bombd!

Had a horrid fever on Saturday, I was restless and got better after eating some Panadol ActiFast (sankyuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu auntie for giving me them...) Went to my mom's oldest bro's house nearby (my mom's sibling all live nearby, except for my unc - the one who works with my dad aka Ayah Teh- and my youngest aunt -who's at uni-, the oldest bro is thinking about moving here coz he got an apartment from the uni he works at) and I vommited. It felt good, providing that I haven't vommited for a long time. I vommited milk tea ^^ I can't drink them anymore nowadays...

Then we all went somewhere to eat, bla bla bla. I ate a lot, and almost vommited again. Ehehehe... and got the whiff that I will receive broadband in a year. No worries. I could wait. Only need to upgrade this tin can I call a computer tho (sorry Compy-channnn) And my aunt has gotten the cloth to sew my chuunin vest for cosplay.. *haaaaaaaaaalleeelluujahhh*

The came Sunday. My cold and cough got worse. Mom was going to Penang, and now only dad's home to take care of us. I am being a good girl while mom is away. I ate my meds, I did laundry and the dishes, I fed my bro, and cleaned my room. And homework. I realized my meds seems to start with "Clari". There's "Clarityne" for my allergies and "Clarinase" for my cold. Haha.. guess they're from the same company then... @.@

Oh, talking about allergies, I got them on Sunday. Apparently, I am allergic to having a fever. That sucks. Or maybe all that dust from the haze.

And on Monday, didn't go to school. Read manga all day. Cold got a bit better tho. But my cough got worse. I coughed out some pleghm and it was all.... greeney-yellow.. disgusting. AND it was in a very disgusting big lump... Ewwwwwwwwww

My nose is still leaking tho'. Oh, got tummy aches also. And a headache. Why am I so prone to getting more sickness when I am sick? Is my immune system really that weak? Haaa.... My forehead's all itchy...

And today... thank goodness I didn't follow my good side and go to school coz my cough got 10 times worse and my nose is more abundant with snot than before. And my dad was going on about Clarinase will clear my nose in an instant. He was shocked my nose didn't dry up last night. And when my tuition add maths teacher came by, I did my work, but with a dazed expression. I remembered the lesson tho'.

Why am I still sick then? Are my lungs really that infected? Gahhh.... *scratches face*

Damn Haze

2005-08-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

Mood: Grrrrr....
Music: Seki Toshihiko - Preparation

To answer Cat:

I'm yellow coz I'm a librarian... not coz I didn't do laundry sillyy~~~~

And thanks, we sucked actually, we just moved (swaying) while singing and that was the score with the teachers.

I have been attacked by the flu, although it's just at first stage. I know I'm getting it.. All because of the haze. My lungs feel weak and my nose hurts and my throats all itchy and it hurts. I can't swallow properly and it hurts. Damn haze. It's all your fault, hazeee.

I DON'T WANT to get the flu. You get me? I DON'T. Although I won't be able to go to that dreaded school that I love, I still don't want to. Last time I got it, thick yellow snot keep flowing outta my nose for 6 WEEKS I TELL YA. 6 damn FRIGGIN weeks. It was so thick, it came to the point where I can actually PULL it out of my nose. Yes, I tried it. And yes, it was nasty. I was just an innocent 12 year old that time.. who just discovered the wonders of being addicted to chatrooms.

And whazzzdis at school huh? NOT ONLY there's a construction going on near my class, they're actully BURNING stuff... IN A MIDDLE OF A DAMN SUPER HAZE? And the smokers... CAN'T YOU STOP SMOKING FOR ONCE? Not only the smoke from you precious ciggies are making you die faster, you REALLY want to die coz you're smoking when there's enough smoke around! And you're making yourself getting lung cancer A LOT EASIER DAMMIT!

Thank godness the school was closed today (I just watched TV all day)

I'm pissed coz I don't feel good. I'm pissed coz if hadn't noticed... I'M PMS-ING!

I need a hug.. and lots of egg tofu....

Enjoy the quizzes.

What would happen if you date a random Naruto guy? by Jace
Username
Favourite Color
You will have a date with	Kakashi.
He will wear	the latest fashion.
The two of you will	take up therapeutic massage lessons.
And eat	on your date's chest.
Your date will end at about	10:00 pm
After your date, you get a/an	... wink wink

Quiz created with MemeGen!

WAAAHHH! I DON'T want to eat on his chest!! This Meme is WAAYYYY too kinky... Wait.. maybe coz he's a perv and all... And I'll get WHAT? THAT? Ehehehe..... *^0^*..... Stop it.....

~VIOLET OR PURPLE~
You're very mysterious and rare. You're usually laid
back and very quiet. You're shy, cool, calm and
lazy. You always seem like your hiding a big
secret. You keep to yourself a lot, even with
friends. Rate ^-^

What's your anime hair color? COOL PICS^-^UPDATED!!!
brought to you by Quizilla

The power of purpllllee~~~~~~!!!! And if you didn't I know, I corrected the spellings of the results, coz apparently, some people who speaks English all the time can't actually write it.

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

*with teh ghetto attitude*Uhuhhhh.....*laughs till faints* But seriously.. I heal people? You can say that I'm loyal tho...

Fullmetal Alchemist: You as a State Alchemist by SilvernFalcon

(User)Name?:

Age?:

Favorite alchemist?:

Favorite homunculus?:

Your alchemy element:

Ice

Your alchemist name:

Summer Alchemist

Roy Mustang...:

...Has dreams about you.

Edward Elric...:

...Has a picture of you.

Scar...:

...Does not know you are a State Alchemist.

Envy...:

...Thinks that Hohenheim loves you.

Your alchemy success percentage:: 28%

Your rank:

Major

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Awh Roy, you don't have to dream about me, silly! >:D And since when do ice have to do with being a summer alchemist? You give the people who's suffeing by the heat ice? Sheeshh....

Peh... He'll love me that much huh?

You In FullMetal Alchemist by AlexiaSilver

Full Name

Age

Fav. Color

You are a ----

A State Alchemist

Your Hair Lenght and Color

Shoulder Lenght , Blonde hair with Red Tips

Eye Color

Yellow

Alchemy Name

You Dont Got one Yet

Partner

A Alchemist named Rockey

Husband

Your Kids

3 Boys 2 Girls

How You Die

You got Killed By a Random person

How Much you will Be Missed: 77%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Awh.. poor me, I'll get killed by a random person. Well, better than drowning in cheese. Yayyy~~ I get to marry the chibi!Edo!!! And people will miss me~~~~ <3

Fullmetal Alchemist: Your Fullmetal Alchemist Marriage by SilvernFalcon

Your name:

Your age:

Your career/occupation:

Who you'd marry:

Roy

Who'd be the best man:

Hohenheim

Who'd interrupt your wedding:

Lust

How well you'd get along:: 52%

In the end:

Your spouse was murdered/assassinated

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Yay~~~! I'm marrying Roy-sama~~~~~ Bt he'll end up dead huh? And dang you Lust! I know you're jealous!

Your Random Naruto Bishounen by saruichi
Your Name
Age
Favorite color
Your Random Naruto Bishounen	Sasuke
Hot Date	Picking on Sakura and Ino
Together forever?	You are too much alike.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

To much alike? Meaning happy or sad? Coz if it's sad, I don't mind XD I'll have a date with Kakashi.. Mwaaahahahahahahahaha n.n

Teh Craziness @.@

2005-08-09T15:05:00.000+08:00

Mood: ^w^
Music: Falling For You - Busted

Choir competition was todayy~~~!!! And my class won first place!!!

Wheee~~~ Piccies::

Me ish the yellow person. We all look weird, no?

My no-shame classmates.. well... the girls minus 2 girls and a guy... I dunno why but later, a while after I took this picture, someone yelled at him saying he's gay. I just... smiled.. Ufufufufufufuuuuuuuuu

I AM BORED OUTTA MY MIND. I have nobody to talk to... tsk... and I hate blogging. But I guess I have to update this crap.

You Are 20 Years Old

20

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Yeah, that's why I'm so a bit mature. Pah, yeah right. I don't wanna grow up.

Should I Be Scared?

2005-08-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

Mood: Weird sensation in my tummy....
Music: That's All - Michael Buble

I had a weird dream. A horrible dream. A dream that will haunt me again.

I dreamt about the person I liked, again.

But this time it's so different, like what I felt years ago when he was still here, when I could've seen him everyday, just really wanting to get his attention and really know him and ... stuff. Just to see his smile and see him happy and just be comfortable in each other's company. And to be there for him.

Oh great, I'm blushing now....

But it hurts when I woke up, knowing that my dream was not true. It's really odd actually, like I'm developing feelings for him again. Heck! I haven't for the last 1 1/2 years! It's just.... weird. Like everytime I see his picture, it makes me sad. He has lots of fangirls and I'm just another person... No possibility to be togher too... hee hee.

I have no chance whatsoever to be with him, ever. But why does my heart still long for him (man that sounds cheesy... eeww.... can't believe I said that) and just wish for his presence? I feel like crying sometimes, but I just don't want to remember him anymore. It hurts you know, to lie to yourself. And it hurts when your feeling aren't returned and never will be.

What's this I'm feeling? Just another worthless crush? What can I do to forget that dude?

This post sounds like a song.

And I don't think anyone would ever like me though, he he he. Seriously... ^^

Otajoubi Omedetouuuuu~~~

2005-08-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today is mah bro's b-day.

Bro, although we fight our not real fights, and all our bickerings, I still love you as a brother dearly coz you've been my friend since, well, since you were born. Happy B-Day Bobo-chan!

Cut that cake!! Yeahhh~~

Uhhh~~ Yummyyyy~~~ I want the Strawberries!

You really can't trust this face

And I will get you that Gaara plushie! Along with my Kakashi and Iruka one, that is... ~~~<3

And Now We Proceed!! (HBP spoiler worthy)

2005-07-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

Mood: Hot (not that! I have a slight fever)
Music: Wings Of Words - Chemistry

Okay, okay! Version 2 of Unrequited Love (quite tragic sounding, eh?) since version 1 was wee bit, well, REALLY small and I was bugged by that too. I just didn't know whay I did it. But this is a lot better eh?

And pink? I was never a fan of pink, maybe in my younger days where I was still stupid. Now even my desktop is pink (GASPP!!)

This layout is labeled: GAY.

Hope it's big enough in 800x600. I just have a feeling it doesn't....

I've beeeeennnn ssssooooooooooo veeeerrryyyy buuuuusssyyyyyyy!!! It's frustrating to have so much work to do by the end of this month. I need to finish my Chemistry scrapbook as well as my Add Maths one, I have an artwork to finish to submit for a calendar I'm participating in, tonnes of notes to do and piles of homework as well as a lot of revision.

I HAVE ONLY A FEW MONTHS TILL SPM!!! (more like another year...)

Then after a year from now, I shall be free from all the webs of highschool, so long my school life and hello adulthood which sucks coz of, let's see, well, I DON'T WANNA GROW UP!!! What I'll know after that is I'll probably be (forced) to work at my dad company and I've heard him say that a lot of times and thank goodness I'm not sick of it yet. But it WILL be a nightmere, who knows, I might get a breakdown as the effects of working under my uncle. Ehehehe...

Now, HBP.

And yes, although I have finished reading it last week, (really, it was 7 days ago) everybody is still talking about Harry Potter (I saw someone licking the pages of the book yesterday). Thinking back, I didn't like the book much. It was okay, more fun than CoS but it just bugs me. And to think that JK Rowling wrote that is mind boggling. Probably someone else written the book for her.

Okay, it was not THAT bad. But honestly, it felt like reading a fanfic, but a good one. Was it a coincidence that I just read a fanfic that has some stuff that had just the some same stuff as the 6th book? Probably.

Okay, the relationships: (coz I just love saying how wrong some of these are)

AND GINNY FLAMING WILL BE HERE!

Harry/Ginny - I am really really against it. No really, it's not meant to be. And the cliche "Ohwecantbetogethercozmylifeistragicandicandie
anytimesowebetterbreakupbeforewehurteachothermore" I mean like, WTF?!? It's just... wrong. And the sudden jump-out of Ginny's character was weird. Not like JK to make stuff like this. I liked the old Ginny.

Harry/Draco - Always a possibility. The tension was there, and was it my fault that Harry was so.... intriguied by Draco's appearance, well being and what he does everytime??? Nah, can't happen coz "What about the CHILDRENN!!??" Kids read these stuff.

Harry/Ron - Don't go there.

Ron/Hermione - You'd have to be a troll not to notice it. The hints were SO BIG LIKE THERE A HUUUGEE PILE OF DRAGON DUNG IN THE DURSLEYS LIVING ROOM. My favourite pairing in the book. It's sweet till it sickens me when they tried to make each other jealous. And to think that they started fighting and all that because of who? Well, Ginny of course!

Ron/Lavender - Don't make me gag. It was horrid. Blame Ginny! Okay, no, blame Lavander (or Lav-Lav if you prefer) Won-Won was.......... yeah.....

Hermione/McClaggen - He is as annoying as a fly in your brain. Not the person for Hermione. She needs Ron with all her heart. Her need for Ron is bigger than that bushy hair of hers.

Draco/Pansy - No.

Ginny/Dean - They should've stayed with each other. End of story.

Crabbe/Goyle - Should I scrub my brains out of the horrid mental images?

Remus/Tonks - It's kinda sweet, but Sirius/Remus fans are not happy, not at all.

Bill/Fleur - Awh, she doesn't go for looks alone... Bless that Veela. And IS she pretty enough for Bill and her?

Hagrid/Maxime - What? Some giant lovin' could be good.

Okay, I better stop before I get hate mail and people start boycotting me or something.

AND IT WAS SO WRONG OF ME TO SUBMIT SKINS FOR BLOGSKINS, EVER AGAIN!!!!
(I go by the new name, clonedesigns)

Ano...

2005-07-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

Yup, new template, sorting things out and got nothing to write at the mo'...

Will be back later...

Enjoy the layout!

It's Empty and I'm Busy

2005-07-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

Mood: Naughty + Cheerful like HELL BABY!
Listening to: L'Arc~En~Ciel - Jojoushi, Kobukuro - Koko Ni Shika Sakanai Hana, Saori Atsumi - Mou Sukoshi Mou Sukoshi

Mwahahahaahahaha, since the last few days, I've been so so busy man... So busy.. It's makes me feel all dizzy... woooo~~ Look, I'm even crazy now... Hee hee...

Okay, like, I joined the school robotics team, just the three of us entering the Lego Robotics competition. So, I'm a participant of the Malaysian Junior Robotics Competition. The other two are my classmates, a guy and a girl. Oh and another guy, as an extra, coz he's also good at this thing. On Monday and Tuesday, we had to go to Klang (which was quite far from our school) and attend sort of a seminar about how to program the damn robot to move, and also how to assemble. Of course, its was kinda fun and quite intersting and the set they gave us was quite cool. And it costs a lot too. I think it's about RM1880, RM200 alone for the software CD and RM600 for the brain of the robot, the RCX.

So we learnt how to control it and all that jazz. I personally liked the light sensor, it's it's just too cool~~~~~! I was kinda useless in the group coz I'm not the best at assembling and the programming, I'm just... in the middle... maybe....

But I'm annoyed at one thing. Today we tried to make the track like the one they'll use in the competition, but my teamate, the guy from my class keeps bothering me. The poked me countless times, called me names (like "nenek" which means granny), had a couple of "sword" fights (more like long rulers) and he keeps telling me he'll bother anyone who's too quiet. HE'S ANNOYING! THAT GAKI! BAKA! But I have to admit, I feel more relaxed whenever I talk to boys, not that I feel nervous or anything, I just.. I'm not used to talking to guys and I don't want to coz it seems like they all hate me or something like that. Maybe they think I'm uptight or have grudges against guys or something. Huh. Weird. And maybe talking to them (2 dudes in my team) made them realize I'm not that they think I am. I'm not that innocent, y'know... hee hee hee....

And earlier this day, I suddenly had the guts to read a Harry Draco slash. And I might say, it's kinda funny. The story I read was good. It's called Checkmate or something... A bit naughty but funny. Yeah... I'm becoming more of a pervert each day. Man, what would people say if they found out I read all these.... gay stuff. Yeah. Not healthy. But it's funny~~~~~ *sigh* People don't understand me.

Below is a Meme that I did long ago but never posted it before.

And why the skin change? Well, I'm coming up with something new. This is too.... big. I'll settle for somthing more relaxed and small. Yeah.... Ciao!

Which Fullmetal Alchemist guy do you date? by Deathdesu
Your name:
You went out with:	Roy Mustang
How it all started:	It was a blind date.
Who was a little jealous?	Gracia
Romantic endeavors:	You slept over and he made you breakfast! ^^
Money spent:	$23
Laughs:	1
How it all ended up:	You agreed to go on a second date.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Worship Me

2005-07-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

Hahhhh~~ I haven't been blogging for so long! I should be punished -- huuuuu---

I was kinda busy and I didn't touch my computer (let alone the internet) for days... I missed them...

So, I'm not gona blog about aythig.... coz I have nothig to say right now. Bye!

And Cat, of course I'll remember you... hee!

No Purpose Hungry Post?

2005-06-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

(typed this yesterday)

Mood: Hungry... really hungry
Listening to: Cherish - Ai Otsuka

I'm hungry~~~ Feed me~~~

Gah, I heard something weird earlier, it was kinda scary, it was either tow squirrels fighting or mating. The only clues I had was the sound... And lots of squirrels. And a cat. Don't know where that came from.

I also found 50 cents in the washing machine! Huzzahh!

I'm supposed to finish a poster but I am just to lazy to get my butt working, instead, I have been surfing, reading fanfics, and downloading mangas. And typing this of course. I'm sure I'm gonna regret this in the morning.. gahh~~ And I'm tired dammit! My energy has been sucked out when I was sleeping. Weird huh?

My am I telling you this stuff? And I'm really starting to hate my blog. Blog, I hate you. I hate you so much. Blame me for that. I have nothing to write here dammit! I might as well close this blog. Hurmph. And I'm still annoyed with the layout... It's too... big.

Humm.. maybe I don't hate you blog...

ME ISH BACKK!

2005-06-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

Mood: let's WORKK!
Listening to: Every Heart - BoA

Hehehe... I'm so so so sorry for not launching my blog sooner! I'm so so so sorry! I know I said I'll be back on the 28th and stuff... but I haven't done my layout yet then and I was on a MAJOR layout blog, kinda like writer's block, but it's just the layout. I didn't know what to do. So I settled for Kakashi... yeah, yeah, I know... anime AGAIN but it's the only thing that looked good compared to the others that I have done.

This blog is not exactly finished, the two new sections is still under construction co, well, I'm working on stuff to put there. Any ideas? But for the layout section is gonna feature my old layouts from BlogSkins (god that place is ugly now...), some new ones I'm gonna do, which is from a new account that I'm gonna open and some exclusive ones, the ones that I will provide the link myself, and with previews, I presume, if I can figure it out... he he he...

My vacation was okay, worked a lot, tiring and I drew lot so that[s why my DeviantArt is so active nowadays.

I'm so not in the mo0od for a long post. I'm a bit tired coz I've been sleeping verylate now and need to get to my normal sleeping pattern or I'll end up going to the Discipline Commitee room and get whacked on my booty.

I'm off to enjoy some fanfics! Mwhahahahahahaaaaaaa!!!!!!

p/s: sorry I haven't been reading your blogs guys... I was just not feeling the read blogs mood.

Yeah! So Cool!

2005-05-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

Noise: Hitori No Yoru - Porno Graffiti

*wiggles and dances on seat*

Me loves this song! And loving more of Kakashi and Iruka-sensei! I downloaded chapter 245 yesterday, and I don't understand any of it.. huhuhu... and the popularity contest... Kya~~~~ Kakashi nabbed the 3rd place and Iruka is on the 4th spot, whoah... he quite famous, ne?

And I also downloaded Kakashi Gaiden, kyaahhh~~ So cool... now I know how he got the scar (already knew how he got the sharingan)... And he was so cool, fighting, and cute! It's not everyday you see Kakashi as a kid... wait... you can actually.. hehehe...

I made 5/6 of my friends HanaKimi readers... bad...

I just wantyed to post.. coz the date today is soo cool! Nya~~~

Cracking Under the Pressure

2005-05-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Noise: Hitori No Yoru - Porno Graffiti

I am really, really cracking under all this pressure. It feels like there's this HUUUGGEEE arrow pushing me down, and I can't beat or avoid the arrow, when I escape from it, it finds me again and pushes me down again. And again. And the process repeats. And that is what sucks. And I don't feel good about it... and I still have friggin *bleep*!!! Gaaahhh! Why us my tummy so upset man?

I have loads and tonnes of homework and I can't do them, it's too hard... uhhhh... I tried the "I can do it" energy and still going on my mind but I won't do it. I don't think it's impossible, it's just that I don't know what and how to do them, and I want to finish them, but I just won't do them. Am I just lazy or am I stupid or something? Is something taking over my brain? A creature from Mars maybe? Or some parasites that I caught while reading smut on the Internet? Oh, I don't read smut on the Internet, forgot, hehe... Just felt like typing that.. huhuhu... *long sigh* And I'm tired and I haven't got enough sleep.

Oh god I just farted. Eww... it smells awful. Sorry for me being terribly disgusting today, I am human you know.

Oja gave me a box of Fullmetal Alchemist jigsaw puzzle yesterday, *prances like an idiot* Whee, I went on with my (suprisingly for a short time) merry self yesterday and started doing it. Oooohhh, *drools*. Oh, she bought it (for me, how sweet, as a late birthday present) at the book fair at PWTC. I WANTED TO GO TO THE DAMN BOOK FAIR! BUT NO NO NO, I HAD TO GO TO GRANDMA'S HOUSE, DAMMIT! At least I got to meet my aunt, I miss her loads, huuuuu..... I wish she was here, coz I'm terribly lonely now. I haven't got friends at home. Everyday, I come home to... my PC I guess.

I think now is the right time to officially declare that my cat is gone from my life. She went missing... right after I came back from Japan. The last time I held her was the night of my flight. Where are you Popoh? I miss you terribly. Come home!! And there's no use of putting posters, there are loads of cats that looks like mine, coz my cat is a street cat, but she was beautiful then the others.

Change of topic again (I just love randomness), things are looking up for my dad's company, or at least I think it is. I'm happy, for him and for me, coz I won't be starving anymore! Whee~~~

I will be busy next week, coz I have mid-year exams and I need to study coz I don't want to fail subjects again. There you go. I won't be the girl who was 5th in ranking in her class last year who became the girl with the lowest marks. I just won't, and I want to study harder, coz I don't want to study in Malaysia, I want a scholarship to go to another country (and NOT Indonesia/any other country that I won't like), and I wanna live like a millionaire! Gahahahahahahahahaaa! And have a home in Tokyo! Wahahahahaha.... Just as a fact, I used to dream of going to St. Andrews University (the one Prince William goes to) and I was sooo interested... I don't think I still want to, coz I won't be taking medical..... or perhaps I should consider the Art History course... hmmm.... Tell me what you think.

My exam will be in the span of 12 days.... expect long absence.

I'mm off to find Physic notes that I can use... And Chemistry ones too.

Ooooooo.... Flush

2005-04-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

Noise: Ryuusei - TiA, Shizukana Yoru Ni - Tanaka Rie

At first, I wanted to post those really great Memegen Quizzes thingey, but then I realized they were too dirty... *evil smirk*

I didn't go to school! Whee! Why? Coz like I said in my last post, my tummy is flushing out its contents. And that is not a good sign when you spend most of your morning at school, where teacher will think you're skipping class when you really need to blow out your contents. I'm not happy about not going, because we have some Japanese visitors at school to day (Boohoohooo...) I wanna see them! Gaaahhh....

My day so far:
At 5 AM, I was rolling on my bed, half asleep and whimpering coz my tummy hurt so bad. I woke up 5 times and then went back to sleep. And I went to the toilet twice. Then I slept some more. Then came the knock on my door, indicating that I should get ready for schol, I opened my door and said, "My tummy isn't feeling so good... I think I have *bleep*" "Oh, I think you shouldn't go to school then, go back to sleep" Then I slept and woke up, brushed my teeth, washed my face, and watched TV. I watched a horrible dubbed version of Midori Days (Midori No Hibi). I liked the ending song. Then I took a shower. And then I had breakfast. And now I'm typing this.

The progress of my Kawaii Kaijyu team. We're joining Comic Fiesta (woots!) And by that means we are gonna get a booth to sell stuff. A lot of planning in in progess right now... And we're working hard on the doujinshi (self-made comic) we're gonna sell. And I'm working hard on my own doujinshi, sort of a solo effort. Aww, it's gonna be sooo cool! We're gonna sell bookmarks too and probably mini-posters and mini-calendars. And on the day we're selling those stuff, I suggested that we are gonna wear Kawaii Kaijyu t-shirts. My uncle will help us make those. And it's gonna have our names on it! Yay! I'm still thinking about the stuff we could sell. So IF Comic Fiesta is gonna be 2 days, on the first day will be Cosplaying, that is for me and Yume-chan only coz Midori was having so much problem with the wigs (and me too, they're expensive!) and Midori will probably wear the school uniform in our doujinshi. Wow, that would be awesome coz I designed the uniform myself!! Kyaahhh! And um... If CF is only a day, we'll wear those costumes for a while and change into T-Shirts when we are gonna sellf stuff, or probably just wear the costumes while selling (that's weird looking....)

Phew, I think that's all. My fingers are starting to hurt.

Oh, and add me in your Yahoo messenger, coz I just re-installed it. Hee.

Doo Doo Dee Daaaaa

2005-04-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

Noise: Tobira No Mukou He - YeLLOW GENERATION

Oh yes, please, I do love him. Gyahahaha! And nice guys rule!!

I'm bored. I have nothing to blog about.... My life is getting boring-er everyday... *sigh*

Today well, I made some sort of roster for the Engineering Tech Class and I'll be doing the class duty roster later... And I'll watch Queer Eyes later.

Before this, I screentoned the main image for the first story in my doujinshi. It was tiring. I'm gonna post it later at DeviantArt. Heh.

And I changed my picture in the "About Me" section. It's me in a toilet in Japan! Whoo! Go Japanese toilets. They rule. I found one that actually blow dries your privates after you pee or crap. It was niceeee.... And one that has a seat warmer and one that have a button to make a flushing sound to cover up if you fart or something.... I want one of those, please?? I love them so much! Gya!

So, I have nothing to blog about. My brain is tired from all the screentoning. And I'm hungry yet my tummy is flushing out content out of my body. Today is a bad day. Later

Ah, the Horror!

2005-04-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

Noise: Nothing Hurts Like Love - Daniel Bedingfield (I just can't stop listening to this song!)

My class got 3rd place in the Choral Speaking competition, well, it's good enough. I never really liked practicing anyways, because apparently, some people (not me) just doesn't know the thing named deoderant exists. So, I have been smelling BO every single time we train for that stupid thing. And on stage, I forgot some lines. I just moved my lips. Hahahahaha!

But it was fun, the emcee for the competiton sucked. She used a very annoying sounding American accent and she pisses me off. And she talks nonsense ("Aw, you guys sound like you're 61! Be 16 and cheerful!!! Let's cheer for these people on stage!!").... Yeah... I'm not cheerful and happy. And I am actually 61, I just look young coz I don't smoke. Sheesh.

Narutiment Hero 2 rocksss!!! Yume and has been playing that game at my house for about 3 hours, kinda and it's a lot of fun! And it's funny, although neither of us understand that much Japanese, some actions need no words to express. Very entertaining, a must buy for the hardcore Naruto fan and something amusing to gamers. Like I said, the graphics is very, very cool.

Now, to fill my time, I have been reading this very funny manga which Yume gave me and I love it so so much! It's called "Hanazakari no Kimitachi E" or "HanaKimi" for short. It's about this girl, Ashiya Mizuki, who grew up in America but she's Japanese and she moved to Japan to go to school there, but the problem is, the school she transferred to is an Alll-Boys School! Actually, she did that on purpose, just to see her idol, Sano Izumi, a high-jumper. And she goes to school there and fooled the people to thinkng that she's a guy. So, she made a friend named Nakatsu and he somehow has fallen for her and poor Nakatsu getting all worried coz he's gonna be gay (which he is not actually, coz Mizuki IS a girl)... And the school doctor... Oh my... He's AWESOME! AND HE'S HOT! *sulks* Why is all the good looking ones are gay??? And he's super funny. Well, he is pretty, and the rest of his family.

I'm bored. I need more HanaKimi. I only got 5 volumes. Yume-chan~~~ I want more... Onegai!!!!

My Head Aches From All This Hilarity

2005-04-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

(I was supposed to post this yesterday, but the the power shut and... I was too tired to log in again... and thanks so so much for the sweet comments guys! Thank you so so much! And Linn! I missed you! Nya!!!!!! XXXXXXXDDDD)

Noise: Nothing Hurts Like Love - Daniel Bedingfield, Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson, All About You - McFly

I am proud to say, that I've survived through a fanfiction that was supposed to kill the reader with all the laughing included. Yes, I feel so so proud. Although the fic is not yet finished, I will wait for it like a dog waiting at it's owner's grave. I would'nt advise not-open-minded people to read it, coz, well, it's weird. And people who doesn't like Naruto/anime at all. Go check my profile, under "currently reading"

I'm feeling better now, better then what I felt in my last post, I was just having a bad day. And I was tired... plus, I'm cranky in the mornings.

One bad thing for sure, since I went to Japan, I''ve been dreaming about my old crush. This is bad.

I downloaded this song, and it's kinda good, it's by a new band that I don't know much about, but they're called McFly. They're good singers and their song is kinda good, I think it's aa cover version but hey, it's good.
From that song, I made a new wallpaper, just kinda inspired. But not in that way inspired, just about two people, in terms of friendship, that is. I reckon it's sweet.

I got home from school kinda early today, coz out English didn't turn up so, what better thing to do than go home? Then I went to some shops behind the school and I saw my cousin there. Hmn. I bet the teachers would be kinda surprised to know that I'm related to one of the school rebels/bad boys. Yes I admit, he's not the best of people, he smokes for god's sake but I have no idea why I didn't tell. Maybe I don't want to, maybe coz he's my cousin. He was my friend for a long time and he helped me several times, I dunno why but we kinda grew apart and he's already not listening to my aunt and not home most of the time. It worries me if he gets into bad trouble or something.

One thing's for sure, I enjoy being with his sister, Mia. She's such a character, only 10 years old and she's a good actress, and funny. And she just loves spending time with me and my aunt (I miss you! Come here as soon as you can okies?), we're very close. Kinda like one of my best friends. But she's a kid. Ha, just, I'm happy to have these people as my family. And of course I love my parent and brother, but I just can't wait to have my own family. It's just... kinda... kind of like a bless?

Change of topic! I bought 2 new games yesterday, Narutiment Hero 2 and FMA2, and both of it rulesss!! The graphics are just... AWESOME. The big downturn is because it's in Japanese.... I don't read much Japanese. I can't read kanji!! (Kanji are those chinese characters, the really complicated ones)

Well, off I go to explore the world of DeviantArt again, and the Comic Fiesta forums. Ciao.

The Purpose Of This Place

2005-04-16T13:20:00.000+08:00

Noise: Blow Winds - Saiyuki seiyyus (Goku, Gojyo & Sanzo)

Lately, I just have no idea what to blog about. My life is very uneventful. There's nothing to be excited about, nothing that could make me happy all the time. It's just quiet. And lonely.

People might blog about the book they're read, the places they've been to, the people they love, their pets, friends, crazy funny things, or their highly interesting life. But I have none of that. Still, I'm puzzled why I still want to blog. I mean, there's nothing.

But by me saying this doesn't mean that I don't want to blog anymore, just someting that has been swimming in my head for a long time. I said this just to say, "This is all I have to offer"

It's hard being me, coz when you're me, no one's there for you, it's just you who's there for the other people...

Right now, I'm supposed to be at a classmate's house practicing for our choral speaking competition. I'm too tired coz I just woke up.

I feel stupid nowadays, coz I'm failing papers and that's not good enough. I used to be kinda good at Math, but I'm doing badly now. And my Add Maths is still horrible, I get the subjuct but just can't answer it right, I have no idea why.

The only thing I'm good at is drawing, and I'm very afraid that's not going to bring me anywhere. And still, I'm not good at it fully. I have one more year of school and I am so so so scared I'm going to be jobless and not go to a university/college. How can I be like I was last year? I nee to be really good like last year. I don't want to be at the bottom anymore, I hate it there.

So, I will end this very serious-kind-of post and go to DeviantArt where I will post my ugly and weird artworks and get critizied (did I spell that right?). I love that. Hmmnn. So much negativity from this fellow over here... So.... angsty.

Later -_-

This Clone Is Not Dead... Yet

2005-04-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

Noise: Utada Hikaru - In My Room, Sakura Drops, Mika Nakshima - Find the Way

Ehehehe... forgive me. I know, the 3 week absence is kinda unforgivable but I've been so so busy... and I used up my internet credits last 3 weeks... I guess I could make it up by releasing this new layout... Hope you like it, but it takes a long time to load. I think because the amount of the codes are big, but not as big as Ev0ne's... her's is longer, I can tell, I'm right, right Ev0ne? Oh, and you gift... I can't view it! But I will try again, indeed I will!

Yeah, new layout, bla bla blah... explore it yourself. *sigh* I'm tired of explaining these things...

Do you like your new layout Ali? I really hope you do! It's one of my personal favourites, because it's kinda clean, you know what I mean? And neat too. And Rob Thomas adds the beauty, eh? Want a Harry Potter one, since you're so Potter-crazed right now, I haven't got the real Potter fever yet, it'll be horrible when I will...

My trip to Japan, was awesome. Tokyo is such a great city! And beautiful too! But beautiful as in modern type of beautiful. I believe Shanghai is more beautiful if you prefer the Victorian-Old-Historic-Architecture kinda thing. Yeah. I didn't use my Japanese language speaking ability that much, because we had a tour guide/translator. His name is Mr. Tam, a nice guy. But he's not Japanese, coz I thought he was but he's actually A Malaysian chinese man who has been living in Japan for 7 years. Wow.... I wanna live there too....

I went to Japan with high hopes of finding a lot of anime stuff, but what did I find? FRIGGIN DISNEY STUFF... Yeah, I was and still am deeply frustrated. I didn't use most of my money there, out of 14,000 yen, I used 4,000 only. What did I buy? A Hidamari no Tami (go Google for it), I got it for cheap, a lunchbox, a Japanese anime magazine, some train tickets, a marker set, some cards and some biscuits for my friend. THAT. I'll talk about the trip later, if I want to and I'll post the pictures later... too.... tired.....

Oh, I GOT MYSELF A MULTI-PURPOSE PRINTER! WHEEEEEEEEEE! I HAVE A SCANNER!!! *faints*

*wakes up* Oh, sorry 'bout that.... *silence*

Oh, remember that time when I said I sent some drawings to a magazine and how pushy I was to make them publish my drawing, guess what... It out!!! Whee! I'm so happy... I got an A-. Kinda okay, could've done better, but that okay, coz my drawing was not THAT good that time.. I'll scan the magazine and put it up here later......

Kakashi: Hey! You forgot to introduce me!
Me: Hmmn?... Uh, sorry, yeah, meet Kakashi, as long as I am using this layout, he'll butt in my posts...
Kakashi: Yeah, dozo yoroshiku!
Me: So polite, but a bit of a perv...
Kakashi: Say what you want, may I remind you that YOU read yaoi too!
Me: *turns red* Hey!!.... Okay that is true but not all the time! You read that perverted book all the time! I happen to accidently stumble across those kind of doujins, and they're about you, and Iruka!
Kakashi: I am of age, you're 16 year old. And I'd like to keep my relationship with Iruka behind closed doors, okay?
Me: Yeah, yeah... go read that book of your and shut up... Behind closed doors... huh...
Kakashi: Tsk, tsk, Cranky Clone, and it's not even that time of the month....
Me: SHUT UP!!

Check out my DeviantArt page! It's gonna be a lot more active now... and I think I'm gonna stop making layouts for a while, I need to explore new things other than those pesky HTML codes... And stop asking me how to make layouts!

Not that I hate answering those questions but isn't it obvious that you HAVE to know HTML? And how do you learn HTML? Study codes that you downloaded, experiment a little bit and ask other questions than "How to make layouts?" at designers, ask something like, "Oh, I don't know how to make a divider, can you teach me?" or "I have problems with my layers, they overlap each other". I'm saying this because to teach someone these things from scratch won't work, heck, even I am still learning how to do these things, I mean, I can't even make table layouts. There. Sorry about that but I think every blog designer feel that way somehow. But if you still insist, go to the BlogSkin forums, I believe they teach people that stuff or at least go to Ev0ne's tutorial page. And search the Internet for god's sake, what's the use of free search engines?

*sigh* I need to do some more work, and study... *pouts* I'm too tired! Hurmph... My mid-year exam is on the 15/16th May, THAT early huh? Dang it! Okay, I'm not gonna study now... I'll go to Comic Fiesta forums and babble around... later!

The Immigration Office Is Evil

2005-03-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

Noise: Silence...

It is final. And agreed. I am going to Japan. *evil anime villain laugh*

Well, went to make muh passport today. I'm excited about finally getting out from the country for once, just to clear up my head, it has been 6 years since I got on a plane, ahhh.... I miss it so much, thank god I had the chance coz I used to regret not going to the toilet when I was on a plane 6 years ago. I like airplane toilets, coz they're small and cute. Eheheh.

So, woke up with a baaad headache... and bla bla bla, the usual morning stuff. Oh, forgot to mention that it's the school holidays, but it's almost over, just a week of break, dang. So, went to the immigration office at about 8.30 and the queue was unbelievably long. Then, at 9.30 am, got my number and had to wait. My number was 1093, while when I got it, they're calling number 1035. Imagine that. 60. Then my dad and me had breakfast. When we got back, they were calling number 1052. So I wondered around the building a couple of times, yadda yadda yadda. 3 hours after arriving, my turn came. Paid the passport fee, and went home.

Yoyo came to muh house, again! Yay! And armed with a thumb drive. A 256MB one. And she "robbed" pictures and stuff from my PC. I don't mind, But then she did the worst, nya.... She made me sell my Harry Potter book. The second one. Dude, I know I have two copies of book 2 till book 5 (coz I won them, ha, I had to dress up as Harry Potter if you didn't know, and humiliated myself to the whole of Malaysia. Out of the 10 finalists, I was the only 15 year old, and the only female dressing up as Harry, I think) And I know I got it for free but I sold it, for RM20. She was begging and called me stingy, and I kinda needed the money. I told my mom and she said, well, she said that's good for me to make some money. Bt in the end, I'll try not to be sad coz I don't really like the Chamber of Secrets. I like Azkaban, Goblet and Order better. And I can't wait for HBP! Nya~~~!!!

Then went for my Add Maths tution. That was it. My day was kinda boring and uneventful, except for the visit from Yoyo and her buying my Harry Potter book and Oja dragging me to meet her boyfriend to give him her Maths question coz he wanted them, but we didn't got to his house, she made another guy give the paper to my brother who was playing footie with her boyfriend and my brother gave the paper to her boyfriend. My headache was one.... and my unfinished presentation for Engineering Tech. *sigh* I got to Googlefor piccies of trasportations and bullock carts. Ta.

That's all.

Are you stalking me Cat?

People Change You Idiot

2005-03-17T11:45:00.000+08:00

Noise: too many!

(pardon the language, I'm getting worse in English)

Yesterday, I went to an old friend's house. Just our little group of friends, we known each other since we were 7. Except one, we knew her when we were 10 or 11...

So, we chatted along. There were 5 of us, namely me, Bash, Dayana, Rohana and Fauziah. Boy they're... They changed so much! Gaahhh!

Bash is now one of those girls, well, those girls who have a boy as her best friend (like Lizzie McGuire), and texting with her friends, carry those cute little bags around, talking about boys, kinda popular, hangs out at popular malls with popular kids, very interested in boys, bla bla bla.... nya.. so many times that word have been used to describe her... eeeeeeeeeee....

Dayana became a BIIIIIGGGGGG Duran Duran fan. "What?", you might say. Oh yes, a big Duran Duran fan. Her wall was plastered with their pictures! Esp that Nick guy, I dunno his real name. And she's gotten VERY angsty, scribbling on her wall about being too shy and "roses are red as blood" and all those creepy stuff. She's also this big shopoholic. Her beauty regime is the biggest one for a 16 year old that I have ever known. Oh, she got herself a boyfriend, and it was declared yesterday... bla bla bla. Oh, she's kinda gotten trendy and stylish, yadda yadda yadda. You know, those things. Stylo.

Rohana was still okay, but she's a crazy punk-hiphop-rock fan. Yeah, but her appearence doesn't show it, and she's not like, goth or anything. She is still fine. And she got a crush on someone... Older than she is... Uhuhuhu...

Fauziah, very close with boys. Loves volleyball, hates staying home, doesn't really care about stuff. Uhuhmmm... Kinda like Bash.

Me, still the same. Tomboy, very rough, kinda anti-social, geek. Big time. And proud of it, still the maniac that I was all those years back. Dammit. I didn't change much, or maybe I didn't, at all... And unlike them, I still hate being "lovey-dovey", I was 3 years ago but he's gone now, and I don't give a damn coz he has lots of admirers. Heh. Hormones. I HATE IMMATURE MALES! They don't care bout how others feel. Or maybe they're scared coz I've been radiating the "I Hate Boys And I'll Kick Your Ass If You Come Near Me" heat since... Eehh... Forever, No! My friends were boys actually, when I was in kindergarden... Personally I don't care.

Softie Me: You haven't given me a chance to show up Rough ya know...
Rough Me: Huh, you're no good, people will think I'm weak!
Softie Me: But you should change! All of them changed, why can't you? Let me come out!
Rough Me: No way... N.E.V.E.R. I'm fine here, thank you!
Softie Me: .....

Bash said she can't wait till I turn soft. That means me and a guy, being soppy, those icky things... Being a real girl for once. Hmmnn....

Softie Me: She's right, a guy would be nice since you're so lonely now...
Rough Me: No way! I don't want any no-good dude interfering with my personal life, interfering with my feelings, dammit!
Softie Me: C'mon, you know you want too...
Rough Me: No way! No, no, no, no, no! I don't have any time! I'm busy. I won't lose to her!
Softie Me: C'mon...
Rough Me: NO! *beats Softie side to pulp*

Yeah, rough wins again! Whoo! I rule! *prances around like an idiot*

Oh, I didn't post my new skins yet, coz the server was down... Hehehe...

ANOTHER LONG POST, I'M GETTING GOOD AT THESE.... I'm annoyed with this skin. I'm gonna change it. Yes, again. I'm starting to grow out of it. I'll make something moody, or depressing... hehehehehhhh... FEEL MY PAIN!! GYAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAAA! Something still "clicky and it appears"... but I need a bigger space, if I'm gonna rant a lot. Huh. Being 16 sucks, I'm so damn angsty, and gotten more moody and sullen. And I'm starting to hate people. People are starting to get on my nerves. It's kinda like I want to spend time with them but when I'm with them, I feel I wanna be alone coz they're not the same anymore.... And I always feel left out. People are sooo evil. But people on the internet are fine. They're so much better coz they don't annoy me as much as others do. But I still need to spend time with real people or I'll end up marrying a computer.

Hey, the total of the use of the word "boy/male/boys/guys" (including what I typed here) is... 15, or less/more, I think that's more than I have ever typed before, all the posts... Hehehe. And I think this is the longest post.

Eto.... I think... Yeah... I think......

I'M GOING TO JAPAN! WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LET'S GO ANIME BISHIE* HUNTING!!! GYAAA~~!! *continues prancing around like an idiot* AND GET MY COSPLAYING NEEDS!!

*bishie> bishounen > pretty boys

Aww... So Sad...

2005-03-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

Noise: Neo Melodramatic-Porno Grafitti, My whole FMA songs, Kanashimi Yo Yasashisa Ni- Little by Little, Ryuusei-TiA

Ohohoho, on Saturday (idiot! that ho ho ho wasn't necessary!!!) I went to Kuantan, my "village", oh well, my grandma's house (tho one who was at my house)... My step-grandfather (my grandma's 1st husband before she married my late-grandfather who is my dad's dad) passed away. It's kinda sad, probably coz I didn't know him that well, he had such a great presence though. He' always smiling and always pronounced my name wrongly, but I was never mad though. It was kinda funny. My cousin's the one who's gonna feel the loss, coz I knew he was close to him.

Another sad one, I finished reading a 20 chapter fanfic about Naruto. My goodness, it was so sad! REALLY! I was crying at the end, and it wasn't any ordinary crying, I was sobbing so hard and my eyes were red! It's too sad... huuuuuu.... Definately should be recomendded. Yes! Although it's rated "R", it was good, it was worth it! Nyahahahaha! What? Why did I, a 16 year old read a Restricted fanfic? No comment. It's yaoi, but the author was so kind and not put the "OH.MY.GOD." scenes in the fanfic.. they're at another place. Yes, I read it. Yeah, it was gross. And yes, it was gay. And no, I didn't enjoy it. One of the "OH.MY.GOD." chapters included, ahem, torture, which was too much and I started crying coz it was too scary... EEEEeeeeee...... It's called "I Think I Better Leave Right Now"

YOYO CAME TODAY! WAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA! I MISS HER SO MUSH GODDAMMIT! SO MUCH I CAN'T SPELL RIGHT! NGAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAHAHAHAHA! We talked, laughed, and she gave me a card and a comic (my birthday present). And she stole some pictures, well, not really, I gave them, coz I know they'll make her happy.

Oh! A shocker news.. yes, this post is full of feelings and suprises. Okay, my mom is going to Japan for work (aahh... the benefits of working in the international section of Customs) and as predicted, I wanna go as well, and earlier, before I typed this down, she said she would like to bring me (instead of my dad, hahaha, he was living there for a month or two for a visit when I was 3)... if my dad gives the green light..... I'M GOING TO JAPAN BAYBEH!

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So, I'm gonna go make my passport tomorrow! Whee!

Eto.. I'm gonna submit some skins to BlogSkin, don't get your hopes up, they're anime ones. I'm too lazy to look for real people pictures, and I'm kinda tired of making skins right now... Heh.

A promise to Yoyo, and she doesn't know this, yet.... I'm gonna get her birthday present in Japan (IF I'M GOING!!) Hmmnn, I'll get her an Edward plushie! Oh! No! A poster or keychain.. something like that, plushies are so expensive... I don't have that much money...

p/s: Cat, go to Canada? What? That's not worth it, nya... I'm broke... Harry Potter is not THAT important, I'll get it here, thanks for the offer neways...

Ahhh.. Busy Busy!

2005-03-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

Noise: Porno Grafitti- Melissa, Nana Kitade- Kesenai Tsumi, Little by Little - Kanashimi wo Yasashina Ni, TiA- Ryuusei, FLOW- GO!!!

Finally! A BREAK! WHHHOOO~~~~~~~~ ONE WEEK OF SCHOOL BREAK!!!! YYEEAAAHHH!!!

Yeah, yeah, I know, skins... pah... I'm working on it kids, don't worry, I finished photoshopping the images last night. Mwahahahahaha... It's gonna look alright, don't worry. Oh, Ali, is a dark blue-powderey blue-white colour combination sound okay? It looks okay, so, I'll put the codes in later... Teeheehee... And to beryl, I'm so so so so so so sooooo sorry about the one month wait! I just need to put in the codes and I'll send the skin to you, okies? And if you hate it, you can send me an email saying how much you hate me and how ugly the skin I made you, and spread the word that I'm a lousy skin designer... *tsk*

School was okay yesterday, bla bla bla, the usual school stuf, bla bla bla... And yesterday, I went to Yume's house and looked at pictures... So bla bla bla, Midori gave me her birthday gift, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fruits Basket manga scans!! Nya!! I'm so happy! YOU RULE MIDORI! She got some pictures of Gundam SEED destiny, and some songs, and pictures... Yadda yadda yadda. Oh, and Chobits manga scan (which I copied to my computer later...) Chobits was entertaining. Finished reading them last night. Although the frequent use of the work "porn" and "nude" and naked persocoms, it was okay. Funny too...

Yes! After we left Yume's house, I followed Midori to her class drama practice. They're a lively bunch of people, not like mine, all moody and... quiet. It was at Oja's house (she's one of muh buddies and I'm her "partner-in-crime") Had a couple of laughs... And a certain someone was trying to attract my Harry Potter radar by ahem-ing when some of the guys said Emma Watson's name and mentioning boggarts and "Riddikulus". Honestly, that's idiotic. Man, I see what you're trying to do, YOU'RE TRYING TO PIN ME AS A HARRY POTTER FREEK-O-MANIAC! Like you didn't have the moment to do that last year! You already tormented me with that! *sticks tounge out* Your time is up dude!

I sound like I was socializing... NOOOOO! AND I SOUND HYPER TODAY!!!! GGGAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~ OOOOO~~~~~~~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! KKKKKKKKKKKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! NNNYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Maybe it's because of my new wallpaper.. Hmmnnn.... Roy Mustang......

Enough of being hyper today, or I'm gonna blow up.. seriously...

Itchy Itchy Paradise

2005-03-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to meee~~~~ Happy birthday to meee~~~~ Happy birthday Clone with allergies~~ Happy birthday to meee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.........

I still have the sickness from hell, well, the itchiness from hell, but the ones on my face has gone but only swollen. It's nice not feeling itchy.

So, I have received 3 birthday wishes from my friends, all by phone, dhuh. None from my parents but they know it's my birthday and went out for dinner last night, at a new restaurant, called San Francisco Pizza. Quite nice, the food wasn't too bad. And got a slice of cake from Secret Recipe. Hmmnn... Raspberry Cheese Cake.... *starts drooling*

Enough of that, new layout! Hurrah! I like this one but it's such a pain to wait for the picture to come out, quite a trouble to dial-up users like me (I want broadband, dammit!) It's cute.... But I don't really like Shaoran and Sakura, in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle that is, I like Kurogane and Fye better, and Mokona, Mokona is just too cute!

The layout is the same like always, but there's a secret section to this layout, just hover on the picturesm on the faces, whatever, a mark will come out that says Secret Section, and click it. Nothing much of a secret, just something a bit embarassing...

I read some yaoi earlier, nothing hard, just fluffy shounen-ai... those really hardcore ones scare me, they're just too scary... and bad for my nails and teeth, coz I start chewing them like I'm watching some scary movie. Oh wait, sometimes I fall from my seat, rolling on the floor laughing, but that's for funny situations...

Listen to the song-lah! Go! Click play! The song is Malay though.. huhuhu...

I'm off, to seek for pictures and info, and bug some people on the way...

P/S: SKIN REQUSTERS, STOP!!! Please, request later, after the sing that says I'm busy comes off. Be patient, it's not like I'll mysteriously dissapear or something... AND!!!!!!!!! I'm on sick leave, so don't bother asking.

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Uhahahahahahaha....

2005-03-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

Finally, a new post! I was bored outta my mind coz I couldn't log on to the internet coz I used up all the credits.. teeheehee... And now I'm broke coz I used my own money to reload the account, boohoohoo... the price you have to pay...

I've been busy and still am. Damn. I have tonnes of homework (the pressure!!!) Uhh... I don't even have time to make myself a nice new layout... And I haven't had the time to make requested ones. Hehehe... Sorry bout that. Oh, Ali, bout your layout, it's almost finished but if you want the Rob Thomas one, I can make one. I love that song, it's nice, kinda reminds me of.. uhh... Rob Thomas.. hahaha! And aother skin that I have been making but having problems to make it look right... Sorry! Just need a wee bit more time dude!

Oh! Project! Yeah, I've started an anime group with Yume and Midori (aka Ilah) and probably a kid in form One, not sure bout him, if you're reading this Budak Naruto, I mean you... X3!! Ok, the group, we're called "Kawaii Kaijyu" which means "Cute Monsters". Our first project is a comic called "Revenge C". It's a temporary title, we're gonna chnage it later. I already started drawing the first page, turned out okay. When it's all finished, Midori's gonna scan them and we'll use Photoshop to alter it, put screentones and stuff. Then we're gonna sell it! Only to the kids at school though. A good chance to make some money.

What else... I didn't go to school today, coz I got attacked by allergies, it itches but it's not that bad, thank god I didn't swell up like I did 2 years ago... I looked weird... and I have a picture of it, co my aunt took it... Uhhhh....

I gotta finish my PS2 report (it's so cool! We could choose anything to report on... I decided to report on how gaming consoles are made... Nya!!!!!!)

And I need to scratch my butt... It's too itchy!

I'll update the layout later...

Alas! She's Here!

2005-02-20T18:19:00.000+08:00

Ah! Finally, a new post! I apologize for not posting for a long time, not that you care righto? Oh, but Cat does, I think... ^-^'... I've been busy and I'll be busier next week............... Nya~~~~

My grandma (my dad's mom) is here, and this puzzles me, I live in a 2 storey house and my grandma is on a wheelchair, what was my dad thinking? And she's a bit, well, demanding, if you wanna say it coz every 5 minutes she'll yell out someone's name and orders them to get her to sit on her wheelchair/lie down. I know she's my grandma and all but she's heavy, really. And she's sleeping on my bed! In my room! My whole life depends on my room! And since she's there, I just don't feel like myself coz I feel watched staying outside of my room, I've haven't been doing my homework (only some), I don't feel comfortable going in there coz it smells like my grandma, I can't continue my daily routines. Thank god I don't have to take care of her, my aunt does that, she comes here everyday and takes care of my grandma. Huh. I JUST WANT MY ROOM AND LIFE BACK!

Sigh... Well, I'll leave you with this stuff:

Which Naruto Character are You?
Test by http://www.naruto-kun.com

Uh, Hinata? Why?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Know You're Addicted to Anime When... (the ones that I actually do is in bold)

You call your dog Shinji.
You perform a canon ball dive into a pool while yelling "Spirit Bomb!"
Your house has an anime room. (My room!)
You and your friends flash peace signs and take girlish poses when you are happy. (only that)
You get an anime tattoo. even though you're scared of needles.
Your walls are covered in wallscrolls and posters from your favorite series.
If you use the term 'Kawaii' for describing everything.
You try to convince your girlfriend that 'cat ears' and 'tail' really looks good on them. (I don't have a girlfriend, duh, I'm a girl)
You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speak Japanese...
You spent hours looking through your library for a copy of "The Universe of Four Gods"
You have legally changed your name to that of your favorite charcter.
You wear a necklace and fall down everytime someone says sit boy.
You insist on having an entrance that includes spotlights, music, and raining cherry blossoms (while you hold a rose if you're a guy).
Your only dream is to attend Tokyo U with a girl you haven't seen in 15 years.
You play an instrument and you nick name it Inuyasha
For valinetines day you buy a stuffed dog and make up your on japanese name for it
If you get mad at you teacher and draw a picture of her as a anime demon cat
You watch Iron Chef constanly to pick up great recipes
You've bought a twenty dollar ring in the shaped of a dragon to show off at school.
You always have your hair covering your left eye and always fliping it so you look like a anime character. (not all the time, just when I feel villain-ish))
You think that falling flat on your back with your legs in the air is a normal reaction to big news.
You are worried because you don't have several desirable members of the opposite sex frantically trying to make you fall in love with them.
You shave a cresent moon onto your cats head, dye the cat purple, then take it to school and insist it's Luna, your talking cat.
You go around town trying to eat donuts and act all crazy-like, all the while saying you're Vash the Stampede.
To resolve a conflict, you insist in a duel. (that soulds good, I'll do that)
The employees at Gamestop know you, and tell you when you walk in if they've gotten a new shipment of anime DVDs.
You've gotten angry at someone and placed two fingers on your forehead shouted the word "Makanekasopo!" (specail beam cannon or light of death) and then poked them in the eye.
You waste countless amounts of hair gel to get that "Goku look"
You map out points in Tokyo where the Dragons of Earth might attack
You believe it is possible for a person to be severly beaten in the head with a large hammer, stick, etc...and still come out alive.
You have a moment of confusion whenever you go to school because there are no girls in those tiny little skirts that come with their school uniform
You yell out 'Baka hanyou Inu-Yasha!' at your birthday party and everyone (except your parents) knows you're talking to your boyfriend.
You tell your parents you need to stay out past curfew to save the colonies.
Each time you see a stray animal, you turn your hat sideways and throw one of those plastic Pokeballs Burger King was giving out in their kids' meals yelling, "POKEBALL, GO!"
You add "no da" to the end of all statements you make
The majority of your CDs are Japanese or the English version of a Japanese soundtrack or the English soundtrack of an anime that just decided that it would use English in its songs.
You misplace your manga and someone at school you don't even know gives it to you saying they knew it was yours.
You incorporate Japanese, somehow, into every class.
You use random Japanese words such as baka, kawaii, and hentai. (all the time)
You try to read every book from right to left
You take a break from watching anime to go to your computer (nicknamed ~~Lord Conti~~ It's Compy-chan) to download anime (for previewing purposes only! ;) ), while visiting your favorite anime forum, while listening to Japanese webradio...
You call your parents Oka-san and Otou-san (When they're no around)
You say ITADAKIMASU!! before you eat your meals (after i say my prayers)
You think that locket your boyfriend gave you will turn you into a magical girl
You'll risk grounding to get a good new fanfic.
You constantly say "w00p" after almost every sentance.
You insist on chopsticks for ~~everyday use~~ sometimes.
Your bookshelf is filled with anime boxed sets and no books (GASP! NO BOOKS??)
You stop listening to the radio because english makes no sense to you anymore and it's your first spoken language
You call yourself "otaku." (and proud of it)
All of your family portraits have been altered to the proper super large eye size.
Random battles seem to erupt wherever you go.
You take the time to write messages on your cigarettes, only to burn them right away.
Your dreams are animated.
You naru punch all the guys at school, and then wonder why they don't follow you around like keitaro follows naru.
You hold your eyes really wide all day trying to make them stay big
Duct tape is really funny to you and most of your threats involve taping people to walls. (hehehe *twinkle* that sounds fun...)
When you're washing dishes you yell out "SUPAH WAVE SMASHUH!" or any water attack.
You run out of space on your computer because the hard drive is taken up by hundreds of anime pics, mp3s, midis, and music videos.
You spend all night trying to figure out how many people you can get to go in with you on buying the complete collection of Sailor Moon episodes in Japanese.
You spend your whole ~~spring break~~ day working on an anime webpage.
You expect to see a teardrop over someone's head when they get embarressed.
You start to speak with an odd accent.
You can watch two animes in the same room at the same time and still have the TV off.
You know your favorite character's bloodtype.
Knowing Sailor Moon helps you on an Astronomy test.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to anime.
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The Fox Is On Fire

2005-02-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

Mozilla Firefox is AWESOME. It looks cool (if you use themes) to boot. But I have problems with it in the scrollbars section, well, the scrollbars are awful coz they don't appear like in IE. So, I can't change how it look (the colours) and stuff. A bit like Netscape, but I haven't used Netscape in ages. The tab-browsing is also a wonderful feature, and the add-ons, whoah..... Try it. I highly recommend it.

Yesterday, I was suposed to go to Yume's house, but I didn't go coz my family was going to Alamanda, well, I followed, although there's completely nothing that I would like there. The MPH is awful, it lacks books, there's just too little. I wanted to pre-order Harry Potter 6 but I forgot to bring the money.. You know what, I don't think I want to buy it on the first day, I didn't when I bought Order of the Phoenix. And when I bought Order, I got about 10% off the book, nya hahaha... So, I didn't have to pay RM89.90 like everybody else. Yeah, I know, I'll be missing the fun of getting it and be among the first onbes to read the book but I can wait, although the wait can kill me... Nahhh...

Then bla bla bla... Got home and watched National Treasure, nyahahaha, you might wonder how, but I'm not gonna tell. I loved the movie, well, not one of my favs but its a smart, smart one. Awesome, and the characters are funny. Ohh, Riley, yes, him, he was funny, nya~~~. And I dunno what got into me, I am one among the people who doesn't like Hilary Duff much, coz she's not a good singer, a good actress, but not that good singer. I bought "Raise Your Voice", nya? I'm not a fan, seriously, but I was curious. Nya~~ Whatever.

Mom said something about going to Malacca later, just to eat, I don't want to, coz going to Malacca will waste about 2 hours tops. I wanna watch my bro play Meatl Gear Solid 3.... I didn't know this at first but the game is actually set in the year 1953, Solid Snake is OLDDDDDDDD.... And horny, the way he watches EVA... Hmm, has he forgotten Meryll? Nya~~~~! MEN!

Another quizzie!!!!!!!!

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

Nya~~ This is good, but COSMAS IS IN JUNE (mebbe)! AAAA! GOTTA MAKE 2 COSTUMES! WHAT COSTUME? NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sew Me Some Clothes

2005-02-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not feeling well, so I didn't go to school. I'm also downloading Firefox 1.0, with hopes to ditch IE later... (hehehe)

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaa!!!!!!! After the inspiration from Kimmie, I've decided to join Comic Fiesta 2005, as a Cosplayer, that's costume play to all you non-otakus. Nyahahahaha! And probably join the ameteur artist, I dunno, but I'm gonna join the forum board later. This is gonna be so awesome!!!!!

If I could go, I'll be going as Kakashi from Naruto (picture!!). I have to start from scratch though. I'll enter the solo category, Yume and Ilah said they're interested to go, and enter the cosplay, but they're not sure what to go as. But Yume said she would like to be Winry Rockbell from Fullmetal Alchemist.

So, the big Kakashi plan 2005!!!!

I'll need:
1. Headband - Nabilah can buy it for me, she said it's only RM20, no biggie
2. Jacket - That cool jacket, have to make, my auntie can sew it for me, just a simple one, need to buy some green cloth.
3. Face cover - Just cut some dark blue cloth... nya~~ easy!
4. Gloves - Kinda tricky, help from auntie, I need to find some metal plates though...
5. Shirt - Already have it, just need to add red swirly thingey at both side of arm
6. Pants - just wear my pants
7. Wig - The trickiest! I need to buy a white wig, and gel it so it stands up.
8. White cloth - To wrap around legs.
9. Sandal - Mom! I'll wear it later, so what?
10. That book - That book he always carries around, just make the cover and wrap it over another book.

That's all I think.

Hohoho, maybe I'll change what I'm going as later, I dunno, maybe... I still have a long time to go, it's probably in December. I think my dad will let me enter because he had no problems when I entered that Harry Potter look-a-like contest last year, the totally embarassing one. I'm just worried he won't let me go y'know, being a muslim girl and have to cover myself, but that's not a problem! I'll be covering my face, my neck, my body, legs, all of that if I go as Kakashi! Nya~~~!!!!!!!!!! I was thinking about going as Roy Mustang from Fullmetal Alchemist, but his clothes are too hard to make, and a Malay Yaoi fanfic that I read recently put me off for a while....

Another thing that I'm worried about, I'm kinda new to Naruto, read only some of the manga, watched some of the anime... I'm just scared I have to pose or do something... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Show some support for the Clone, ya? And sorry for another loooooong anime talk!

Another quiz, I dunno if it's true, my blog sucks. This is also from Kimmie's blog.

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.
Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few.

What kind of blogger are you?

A Stiff Clone

2005-02-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

I'm having after-effects of yesterday's run, plus a tummy ache. Nya~~~~~~ It hurts...

Sorry Cat, with my ongoing Anime talk... *is ashamed*

*sigh* I slept for a long 11 hours, coz I was weeeaaalllyyy tired. I watched American Idol before sleeping, great, as always. Hmnn, had a large, pepperoni, stuffed crust pizza for dinner.

So, yesterday, Ilah came with her sis and Yume didn't, have no idea why. So, continued playing Fatal Frame 2, and we won! Yippies! Sae wasn't hard at all. And the ending is happy but kinda sad too. But it wasn't like before. BUt yes, after completing Fatal Frame 2 for the second time, with a B Rank, we played the Nightmere mode. And after 1 and an half hours, we were at chapter five, I think. Ilah stooped and played Dark Chronicles instead. But that game has a heavy story scenes, kinda like Final Fantasy X, where they'll stop and talk and all that FMVs.

And yesterday (big news, CAPS!) NINA CALLED! Yay! I was really happy! I miss her a lot, and I asked her how was that school of her is like, but she sounded sad and said she doesn't like it much, she cries everyday and she can't sleep at night, just 3 hours or more, she sounded so sad , and I cried when I heard it. Then she had to go, and later on, she called again, and said she'll be home during Chinese New Year (another holiday, we have loads of holidays in Malaysia) and she'll be able to come over and she also said that I shouldn't go online between 2.15 and 3.00 coz she'd be able to call.... Awhh... I miss my friends a lot, but now Izza'eh says that she regretted moving to Jalan 4. Ha ha ha.

Oh! Check out my DeviantArt account, ya? It's active again! Wheee~~!

I Ran And Ran And I Fell

2005-02-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

I didn't fall over, but halfway through the marathon, I just couldn't run anymore. I couldn't breathe! Aaah! Oh yeah, the main page, did cha view the image? Please do because it's for you guys. Yeah, you, the one who's reading this, well, the ones that have downloaded my skins that is. If you haven't just refresh the page. What I feel is on the image, and I'm just thankful for it all.

I ran, well, walked with Nabilah and talked a bit and walk some more and walk. She's coming to my house later, and Yume too! And probably another friend. Hmm, they're like my best friends but I don't think so, sometimes I feel like I'm interuptting them, just nosing around. I feel bad about it.

Found some quizzes, well, just questions on a Live Journal site, I have an LJ account now, but I haven't posted anything yet. I don't really like having multiple blogs, too much hassle. Well here they are:

Fullmetal Alchemist MatchMaker~ by zee-chan

Name~

Age~

Fav animal~

Fav anime~

Best Match~

Roy Mustang

Will meet on~

November 11, 1993

Will meet at~

on a beach

and~

cooking some food

Will meet your best friends~

the Elric koibito... uh kyoudai XD

at~

on someone's bed

and~

drinking blood

HOW MATCH~: 86%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hehe, it's freaky, esp. the "drinking blood" and on someone's bed? But I'm matched with Roy~~~~~ XD!! Another one!

Your Fullmetal Alchemist fetish by nazgul5
Username
Fetish	Ed's automail

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Do I really have a fetish for it? I dunno, I like his automail, but not as much as Roy's gloves. They're synthetic fibre, which allows him to make fire.

I'm gonna activate my DeviantArt account back, I'll be posting my drawings using Paint XD! It'll look weird but I don't care! So, chow! And comment! No one comments nowadays, probably no one's reading this blog anymore, just me.... *goes off and ponders*

Burn The Fat Baybeh!

2005-02-03T14:58:00.000+08:00

Ngeeeee... both my skin are on the highest rated and most downloads list!!!!!!!! AAAAAA!!!!! THANK YOU!!

I am fed and watered, Now I can blog. I'm supposed to be at the library on duty right now, but I'm feeling too tired to do so.

I have a marathon tomorrow, which is a drag, at first I didn't want to go, but what the heck. Better not miss it, I'm not gonna be running though, just jog at times. The track (from what I heard) is quite far, about 5.5-6 KMs. I guess. I'm "running" with Nabilah and Yume, I think.

Today was boring at school, as usual. Had Physics and Chemistry first. We only played with strings and a small ball for experiment in Physics, while in Chemistry, we were learning about the structures of atoms.Then Malay, recess, double Maths, just half of Engineering Technology coz the teacher needed to go to a meeting. Then History. I'm starting to like History, coz I love learing about the Greeks, Romans, and all that stuff.

I'm submitting another skin to BlogSkins later. It's a nice one, and the return of Jake Gyllenhaal! Hahaha! I love using him in my skins... And a (!!!!!!!!) Pink coloured skin.

I put up posters in my room last night. Now I have Tidus, Sephiroth, Cloud, Saiyuki dudes, Naruto characters, and the three Harry Potter movie posters on my door. And at the door of my schoolbooks cabinet, I put another Naruto poster and the trio from Harry Potter. Now the room looks like my room, not how my mom would like it to be. I don't like really empty walls. That's weird.

Ta! I'm gonna wear myself out by drawing, or probably go to my class's drama rehersal, just to watch... pah, anythig to pass the time before Naruto... Oh! And the finale of "My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiancee" I love reality TV shows.

Dr. Know It All!!!!!!!!

2005-02-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

Today, in Chemistry, we got to wear lab coats! I was so happy! I felt like a doctor! Whee!

Have you checked out my new skins yet? Make sure you do! Wargh hahahah! And rate it high! And download it! Pleeaaseeee..... My Fullmetal Alchemist skin has reached it's end. Ending up to 5xx downloads, I am surely happy. Really, thank you to all who voted and downloaded, I appreciate it loads! But between the two new ones, I think the "Simple and Clean" is better... I dunno, because it's round. It's dedicated to you, Cat!!!!! Yes! You! Because you love Kingdom Hearts and I used purple, supposedly your fav colour right? Huhuhu...

Oh. My. Goodness.... IT'S ON THE MOST DOWNLOADS LIST? AAAAAA! AND BOTH SKINS ON HIGHEST RATED SKINS? AAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I'll change the song next week, I have something in mind... A song to put.... I'm gonna put Jaclyn Victor's song! Who is she? She's the Malaysian Idol and you better watch out, she's really good! And Fantasia could lose to her... Hehehehehehe. It's in malay of course but you shouldn't really judge a song in what language it is in, it's the vocal ability, the talent of the singer to perform the song superbly.
I love my new magazines! Esp "Arena Komik", the first issue ever... They have the greatest mangas in it! Well, except Magic: The Gathering one... I don't like it much... :P But Midori No Hibi is soooo great! And Prettyface! And Shamen King, and the rest are also good! And they're gonna put Tsubasa Reservoir Chornicles and The Prince of Tennis. Yahoo~~~!

Midori No Hibi is about a guy who longs for a girlfriend but one day, his right hand, which he uses to beat people up, turns into a girl who likes him! Haha! It's sooooo funny!

Well, I'm gonna send some e-mail and make some other layouts. I have some free time today. Later.

Yesterday's News

2005-02-01T17:53:00.000+08:00

Typed this yesterday, when I was bored, was too lazy to connect to the internet....

Ta, I'm off to submit skins and find how to make a PS2, and read mew 3 new magazines!!!! <3<3<3

I'm feeling lazy and I haven't done my homeworks, muahahahahahaha! I'm an evil bad student! Woooohhhh! No more the "good-quiet-librarian" girl anymore, eh? I'm a bad bad bad student, and I have a group presentation tomorrow, that's gonna suck like shit. Pardon me, I just feel like cursing today.
Oh yeah, added a new feature to the skin... SONGS!! Wheee! Although I have vowed never to put music in my blog. You can listen to it if you have Realplayer because the file is sooooo much smaller than those bloody MP3s. So, you're listening to the wonderful, awesome Daniel Bedingfield. I love him so much *hugs Daniel* But there's something wrong with the song, it's repeating over and over again, the same lines and tones again and again, I have no idea why, maybe the person who I downloaded the file from had a small piece of the song and he repeated the file to form a new file. By golly geez, that sucks. But it's a lovely song, I love it, IT'S THE SONG OF THE YEAR!!!

Yeah, yeah, Ilah and Yume came home with me to play Fatal Frame 2, continuing the game. It's bloody scary... I nearly wet my pants at one point. Haha, just joking. No, I didn't wet my pants. We came close to winning the bloddy hard mode but that stupid Mayu or shall we say Sae got hold of Mio and GAME OVER. Shit. Now we have to fight that stupid Kusabi dude again. But what an awesome game, probably the best horror game in my list. Try it, it's "fun".

My bro didn't go to school today, coz he said he has a fever, so now my mom and dad and him are at the clinic, just checking because there's a dengue epidemic going on. And I might add, I'm worried, about him and me. Because he already got the virus before and I did too, when I was 13, and recently, I've been a walking mosquito bar. Especially during blackouts, yeah, my housing area's power has been going out, twice on Saturday, 4 times yesterday.

Uhuu... I don't have enough money to buy Slam Dunk VCDs Vol 1, my dad only gave me RM50. That's some school books, about 7 magazines, some food and water, and RM17 to pay Ilah for the CDs she burned for me plus the CD with Naruto comics and songs.... And I'm gonna ask Yume to burn the 10 last episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist for me. And I need to save more moneyfor my copy of Harry Potter 6. Dang it. I need to work, wait, I am working, as a slave to those skin hungry people at BlogSkins...... I need a real job. I NEED MONEY.

Gifts For Me?

2005-01-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

Noise: Wrong Impression - Natalie Imbruglia

Just reloaded my internet, phew, so I'll be safe for a couple more weeks. But on a happier note, my mom is considering about the broadband, hee hee hee. AND I will probably be taking my motorcycle driver's license! Whee! AND get me a scooter! More whees!

Yesterday morning was dreadful, I got a bad case of cramps, really bad ones. The pain was there the night before but I thought it would be gone. So the next morning when I was walking to school, the pain came back and I just had to keep it in. But what I know that I'm crap at showing painful face impressions coz I'm quite used to pain. Yeah, I am the pain! *evil laugh* So yeah, at school I looked tired and pale (accoring to other people) so I went home early, two and a half hours before the others go home. A teacher sent me home and at home, slept for a while and ate and cleaned my room. The pain was gone.

So, I got bored staying alone and Ilah called and she said (we planned to go to Farah's house) Farah was going to her tution class and we can't come, but I invited Ilah over to my house instead. Played Fatal Frame 2 all over again, but on hard mode. Funny how quick we were, after only about 2 hours, we were already in chapter 6. Before this, it took us weeks to get there.

Oh! My aunt bought me a Harry Potter carpet! WOOOOTTTTSSSSS!!!!! I am so hapy! So, now I have Harry, Fred (or George), 2 Gryffindor chasers and 2 Slytherin blokes playing Quidditch on my floor. I always stand on the Slythern blokes, coz I want Gryffindor to win. But I sometimes stand on Harry too. Hee hee. And another funnny fact: I sleep with my Harry Potter book. So, every night, I sleep with Harry Potter, a couple of plushies and a lot of pillow. And I'm not used to that Queen bed. I still sleep on one side. And wake up in that side. I'm good while sleeping.

Made a couple of blog skins and I'll submit them later I guess. I'm still enjoying being on the highest rated skins. Thank you so so much. What do I have to submit...? A bunch of anime skins. I still haven't gone to my senses to make skins like I used to.

Hahaha, I'm gonna hunt for Stanislav Ianevski a.k.a Viktor Krum... MAIL ME IF YOU HAVE THE NEW GOBLET OF FIRE IMAGES!!!!! I NEED THEM!

Groove Wit It

2005-01-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

Celebration time!! I changed the layout!! Wooooooooo! I made it very quickly yesterday. Yeah, photoshopped the image in an instant. Not much difference from the previous layout, just some little things.

Made it cheery looking because lately I've been feeling depressed and sad and shitty and all that crap. So, it's time to move on girl! I can't stay like that all year. I have lots of things in the future! Go me! Whooo.

I added an affiliate section, at Links. Since Ev0ne is my only affiliate, she's the only one there, but to you guys who are interested can apply too. And I'll apply to those who I wanna be affiliates with. If you want to put a picture link, please send a 120x35 sized picture. Okie dokie?

And again, a big THANKS to all those people who downloaded my Fullmetal Alchemist layout at BlogSkins, when I checked yesterday, it's at no. 12 on the highest rated skins. Thanks for making it stay there, for a longer time than before. And it was a new record (for me) because it's the first skin that reached the 400 mark. Just a few more downloads and the total download of my skins will reach 10,000! Wheee!!!!!!!!

So, I'm gonna go to Mugglenet and get that picture of Viktor Krum coz I couldn't yesterday! Adios!

What? They put it down? WHYYYYY????!!!????? I WANNA LOOK AT KRUMMMMMMM!!!

Down With It

2005-01-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hey, am I forgotten?

Pah

Noise: Simple and Clean, Simple and Clean PLANITb remix, Motherland, Melissa, Anata Dake Mitsumete'ru, Kimi sa Suki da to Sakebitai
Mood: No need to guess, I'm tired all the time

I have no idea but I am still tired! Damn! I really, really hate school now. It's getting more evil everyday. I don't think I want to continue going to school... IT'S JUST TOO EVIL! I'm getting tired of hearing myself moaning and sighing about school. Really. I bet you're all tired too. I don't go back at the normal time, then I have my duty at the library coz I just don't wanna stop being a stinking librarian, eventhough it's only on Thursdays, but I'm the one who volunteered coz I love books so much, and I have art classes, but I love the class so, it's good. I haven't started yet but I'm sure I'm going...

I want my time back...

What I hate about school:
1. We go home at 2.15 on Mondays to Wednesdays
2. We go home at 1.40 on Thursdays
3. The ustazah doesn't allow us to write in normal letters, we have to use Jawi instead
4. The Modern Maths teacher is pure evil, giving tons of homeworks
5. The Add Maths teacher teaches too fast and gives too many homeworks
6. I don't understand Physics and the teacher doesn't explain much
7. I have to spend 2 long hours at the library
8. None of my friends (the close ones) are here
9. The boys are annoying, very noisy
10. THERE'RE JUST TOO MANY HOMEWORKS!!!

Running away from the topic, completely... I, well, my friend finished Fatal Frame 2 today and it was AWESOOMMEEEEEE! The ending's really sad, really.

Another random thing... what was it... Oh, I'm hooked to watching WWE now, yeah, it's a man's sport and all that crap but it's entertaining... Not that I enjoy seeing people beating each other up but there's this thing, some kind of professionalisme in this sport, kinda like footie, there's some beauty to it. And the "drama" is really fun. But they really need to cut out those skimpy women out. Make them wear clothes for a change. Lita is a good example, not too revealing. Randy Orton was awesome, you go dude! I guess he's the next The Rock? Maybe. But he's beyond cool. He could be a male model, coz he got "the look", but I won't really like him much if he was... coz male model are like... ewww. The undies models that is... The one who wears suits are fine. Urgh, like that TV show Manhunt... Yucky.

Pbbtt.. I need to find some stuff for my presentation tomorrow.

Oh, again. Thankies Yume-chan! Thanks again for the Fushigi Yuugi, Chobits and CLAMP X piccies! And I still love the Fushigi Yuugi video! Please, find more! AAAAA!

Bye!

Hoeeee... Tsukaremashita...

2005-01-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

And that's Japanese for "I'm tired". Yes, I'm tired everyday. Not stressing, just didn't get enough sleep *yawn*. So, so. As usual, I had school, it was "fun", yeah. Like I will for the rest of the year, I got home at 2.15 (agonyyyy) and at home, there were nothing to be eaten. So I had a slice of bread and cheese and ate it while talking to my friend on the phone, talked for about half an hour, was talking to Ili about what happened at school, etc. While we were talking, deep fried some chicken and ate it later while watching Fullmetal Alchemist (episodes 31-33)... Funny.

I was online for a while yesterday, had to change the password for my internet account, that brother of mine has been using my account everyday... Hrmph. I have about RM4.50 left.... I need broadband.. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh........... I hate dial-up.. it's S.L.O.W. Damn thing. But I should be thankful for having an internet account so, bla. -_-....

So, yeah, I went to WhoLinksToMe.com and found this BlogShares thingey... Why is my blog on it? Are? Is my blog one of the top 100 blogs in the world? :D? Wishful thinking. And thank you to the lovely people at BlogSkins for making my skin be on the "Highest Rated Skins", I really appreciate it. Nina got really excited when I told my Fullmetal Alchemist skin was on the list. Oh man, She'll be leaving... So, I have one more day with my best friend before we are seperated, well, just me, the other four are laughing their asses off at their new school, leaving me alone here... *sulks in a corner* MEANIES! >:P

I really need to change the layout, and I won't be putting numbers of versions anymore, because I have a feeling that this blog is going to change a lot of times, just like a shape-shifter. Oh, no, metamorphogus. Pah, I spelled that wrong innit? I'm just too tired to change it.... Arrrrgghhhh....

So, I'm going to Boyis.com and go picture hunting. They have the cutest anime pictures ^o^!!

Oh, sorry to the people whom I read their blogs (my language is getting crappy)... I haven't been commenting because I'm tired and didn't know what to write. Yes, as selfish that I could be, I only read comments on my site... -_-

This is Clone, saying... OUTT!!! *imaginary people claps*

And It All Ends To One

2005-01-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

I'm just online for a while... Looking at Sean Biggerstaff's website, he looks awful with that mohawk hairdo... Really...

I just got home from school, about half an hour ago. *sigh* I have LOADS of homework. I have a Malay essay, History and Religious Studies notes to do, Maths, Add Maths homework that I haven't finished and an English exercise. Oh yeah, the load is very heavy, and it's only the start of the week~~~~ AAAAAaaaaaa and it's only January. Thank god we have Thursday off till Sunday, then school on Monday and another holiday on Tuesday.
Mom said that were going to Grandma's village. And probably to my other Grandma's house. I don't really know. I'm really looking forward to it, coz I'm gonna see my aunt! Wheeeee~~~~

I was going to post an entry on Saturday but I got lazy to type and browsed Deviantart all night. My account is soooo dead, why? Because I don't have a scanner to scan my artworks. And I'm still crappy colouring using a mouse. My hand-eye coordination is not THAT good.

What did I do.... Oh, I went shoiping AGAIN. I should call us (my aunt, Mia-cousin, mom and me) the Dynamic Shopping Quartet. We went to Sogo, which I haven't been to in like, 4-5 years. Yeah, that long. I missed the place, and I forgot what it lloked like before I went there recently. Didn't shop much, and oh! We didn't go by car, but we hoped on the KMT and had to stand all the way to Pusat Bandaraya (I think) and got on the LRT. The we arrived there. Like I said, didn't buy much, but I pursuaded my mom (aaaa!!!!!) to buy me the second set of Fullmetal Alchemist (priced RM69.90) VCDs... And she bought it for me!! Yay! Though reluctantly, and was grumpy later... heheheheheeeeee.........

Oh, about my crisis with my friends, well, all of them are leaving. Yeah, leaving only me here at the school. I thought it would last at least till we graduated from highschool. But that vision was not true, just a fragment of my imagination. Just a memory no longer needed.

Even if we could meet each other again, it won't be the same, because that friendship would surely have grown apart, even if we tried hard to keep it alive. I just can't stop thinking about it, and can't stop crying. I am aware that this could've happened, but never imagined it is what that would be. Now there's just me. Jaz and Nina hasn't left yet but they are, but not sure bout Jaz coz she said she need to wait for a week before they could take in new students. Nina is going to a boarding school in Gombak.

Oh well.... I can't do anything about it.

And Then There Were Four

2005-01-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

So, school. Tiring. Really. And some lessons are quite hard, especially when you haven't bought the textbooks yet. I'm still so tired...... Argh!

Although I have only spent a week (minus the weekends) at school, I'm not happy with the start of the year. I mean, I have lost 2 best friends not because of the tsunami but they moved to another school and I'm really sad about it. It used to be the six of us chattering away at school and now there's only four of us and only one is in the same class as me and she's not staying in the class coz she wants to take up the pure science stream. Then I'll be all alone in that crappy classroom T_T. Now I know how it feels when you lose best friends. Now there's only four, and four is not the same as six. It feels... empty without them. *sigh*

I'm having "fun" with the lessons but I didn't understand much in Physics this afternoon. I need to get the textbook, or else I won't understand a thing.

On the happy side, my cat gave birth to 5 cute little kittens. Awwwhhhh, they're so cuuutttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I wanna hold them~~~ Neko-chan!! Kawaaiiiiii!!!!!!

Yeah, you guessed it, I'm tired and I'm hungry. Better eat before I bite this keyboard. Or maybe I'll release some tension by playing videogames...

Pah, whatever.

Peace out.
(x_x) <-- Really tired Clone

next online time: 15th January, hopefully...

I Don't Think Faeries Work

2005-01-07T16:00:00.000+08:00

No offence, I just think faeries is soooo not me. They're cute, yeah, sure Cat, but not me. And neither is this new layout. But I think it's nice, being a wee bit feminine with my layout, but it doesn't mean I'm going soft, grrr... I just like the picture, you're awesome Hyung-Tae Kim! Haha, but I did a personality test at school and my aggresiveness is 80%, whoo... that's not good...

I started school, argh! What a pain, I haven't been able to log on to the internet, tweak my layout and make other's coz I have just little time with my PC, which is I have to mention again, very little. And I had the time, but I was too tired. School is tiring, and I haven't started learning yet...

I got into the class I wanted, very happy bout that, of course, but there's a downturn with this class. I have to go back from school at 2.15!!! How manical is that? Yeah, you guys from the other countries who comes back from school at 3 might say "So what?" but Malaysian school doesn't start at 9am but 7.30am, so, I'm spending around 7 hours at school.. that's 1/4 from my day! How bout homeworks? And study time, and relaxing, clearly I won't have any time to touch my beloved PC or post entries that much often... *sigh*

I have been spending my evenings watching Fullmetal Alchemist, which is one of the awesomest anime in the world. It's really funny, sad, and sometimes scary. Oh, and they also have the Philosopher's Stone. It's an anime bout alchemists, so like, sure there is that stone! Nicolas Flamel is an alchemist *muttering something about Harry Potter and other things*

Ganbatte ne! Edowardo! Aruphonse! (it's romaji, whatddya expect?) Okay, it's Edward and Alphonse... -_-'...

So, I'm tired (eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) and I'm gonna watch the rest of Fullmetal Alchemist, so, bye.

Oh, to skin requesters, sorry, I haven't got time to do it quickly but I am working on it -.-... And I'm still looking for that Michael Buble picture, sorry. And to Qistina, I'm dealing with the tables, so, don't worry... ~.~'

Oh, have a poem, or whatever you wanna call it.. Dedicated to Chris Pine fans, have it, it's free, I don't want it.

Oh my Chris Pine
You are really fine
You deserve to be the next Brad Pitt
Because you're really fit
(I have been watching Princess Diaries 2, this just popped in my mind during credits)

I'm Scared... Are You?

2005-01-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

I have finally moved out from my crappy-yellow-room-which-is-a-pile-of-rubble-all-the-time! Woottsss~~~! But I got scared last night coz I'm not used to sleeping in the other room ^.^;;... But that's just me. There were lots of my stuff being thrown out, including the many ::ahem:: teenage-ey-poppy-bubbblegum-magazines. Yeah, I've thrown out most of my many copies of Smash 'S'Hits. Haha, I still like reading them, but I simply refuse to buy them anymore, they're a waste of money, I mean RM18 for a magazine that has nothing in it? No way. I kept some, only the ones with Westlife on them *grins* they're valueble. Most definately, the irst band, well, boyband that I liked, and still. They're great, pity Brian left.

Hehe.

I did some quizzes, for fun, mostly yaoi-shounen ai things... pervert...

Touya and Yukito (Card Captor Sakura)

A relationship based on mutual friendship ^_^ A
sweet coupling with little tragedy and a lot of
security. When one is down, the other will feel
obliged to help him out, and when one needs
help, the other won't hesitate to sacrifice
what they have for him. Both are fully aware of
the others feelings, except for one question:
does he feel the same?

Which yaoi CLAMP pairing are you? (uke game) [1]
brought to you by Quizilla

---Haha! Really? Yuki and Touya, wow.... -------

You got TouyaXYukito! *SPOILERS* Everyone seems to
be in love with Yukito, including Touya's
younger sister. Yuki has another form, Yue, who
is the *inhales*
guardian-of-the-guardian-of-the-clow-cards.
Everyone is attracted to Yukito because of
Yue's energy, or something like that. I forget.
Anyway, Well, anyway, message me and tell me
your results! And what you thought of my quiz!

Yaoi Couples Quiz ***Pics Included! Yay!***
brought to you by Quizilla

--Again heh?---

You are uncommon official art of Snake from MGS2.
Go you! You kick ass, and if necessary, take
names. Plus, you give Otacon the good lovins'.
^________^0(sorry, if you don't like
shounen-ai/yaoi.)

Which picture on my computer, picked randomly, are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

--Sugoi~~~ I love Snake! Whee! -----

A yaoi Fan

How much of a Yaoi fangirl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

--- Thank god.. Phew... I thought I was crazy reading these...---

Your so cute anyone would think your cute. Even the
grown ups:) Probaly any boy would run up to you
with flowers and cute stuffed animals like
you;) Just look at you. Your adorable:)

What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

---*blush*.. nahhh.. don't think so.. ---

Soft Shounen-ai

What's Your Yaoi?
brought to you by Quizilla

--- *lol* this is funny...... HAHAHA!-----

You are... winter! Hm... ^_^ with cold hands, but
with warm heart!

What season are you? [for girls... with anime pics!]
brought to you by Quizilla

--- I've never even touched snow... ---

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

---Weely? Wow, I'm THAT nice....----

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

--How frustrating...---

All right, that's enough, I've done a few more but, well, I don't think I'll put it here... I was just doing those and read some blogs and I'm so scared that the tsunami and all of the things are happening right now are signs that the world'll end. I'm just scared. Really scared.

Hapee New Yearr

2005-01-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

Har har.... Don't you go worrying Cat, the part of Malaysia that I am in is quite far from the beach. And when the earthquake, well, I was sleeping, so I didn't feel a thing :). But my condolences to those who has lost their family member, friends or loved ones.

Okay, I'll be going to school on Wednesday (BOO!) Yeah, yeah, need to register and all.. So yeah, but those other snotty form 3 and below need to go to school on Monday! Hahaha! Some say that this is our (form 4 student's) "honeymoon year" .. I don't think so, I think we really need to work our butts off.

I don't make new year resolutions, usually, but this year, I promise not to oversleep too much. Oversleeping is not good for your health.

And I won't go to any boarding schools either. I just don't want to. I mean, it'll be a great loss to my parents not being able to watch me grow up and it's just 3-4 years away before I go to Uni/Collage. And I'm not planning to studying here, I want to go overseas, then I could get more experience, in living on my own that is. I'll definately need to take care of myself more that I do now...

I'm just online for a while... Just to post this, find pictuers of Yukito (my latest obsession!), Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicle infos and pictures, send some emails and check BlogSkins. Dammit, my new skin just received 10 downloads, it's okay, it'll build up later (the number of downloads). I'm just wasting time before Queer Eyes starts.

Oh, to those who're waiting for their designs by me, I ask you to be patient coz I'm busy WITH MY OWN LIFE COZ I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE INTERNET DWELLERS. I haven't bought school books or uniforms yet... I'm working on it, don't worry. And I um, ahem, busy working on my own new blog layout. Sorry but I need to change it. It's feminine, no doubt.

I wish you all a happy new year and have a great one!

Uh.. Am I Guitly?

2004-12-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

Read this journal and got ot the post dated 29th Dec. I feel guitly.. I think she meant me.. or maybe not but maybe.. hee...

Maya, if you're pissed with me or something, if somehow I am the one who you were referring to, I'm sorry. I'm not used to IM-ing people. And when I was talking to you, I felt awkward coz I always thought you wouldn't talk to people like me, y'know, teenagers who knows nothing. And I haven't been able to send you the images because i used up my internet credit and I'm typing this at my mom's office and I am really, really sorry.

I feel bad for some reason. Oh, kill me. Guilt is painful. Arrggghhhh.... I feel like throwing up... Hm....

On the 29th of Dec, I received my PMR results and well, I did okay.. not the best but at leat I have As.... I got 5As and 3Bs. Yeah, bad, I know, but after sitting down and thinking about it.... I think it's okay. Well, whatever, it's just PMR.

My comic was in the school yearbook.. whoo. I hated that comic, coz I had only a day to draw it, it's dumb but I'm happy they put it in the book.

I am such a happy kid.. eh? But I moan about the state of my life a lot, so, I'm one whiney kid.... I hate being happy most of the time. And I laugh a lot too... I'm boring. Uh.. I don't know.. Why am I saying this? Whatever dude. BUt if I was someone else, I would defintely hate myself. Yup. I'm horrible. A paranoid idiot. I let people walk over me, before, but not now. I'll kick the hell out of them if they do right now. So, piss off.

So, no posts from me for a while, for a LONG while coz you guys need a vacation from me and I have to start school. I'm busy at the moment. I have loads to do. I feel sick. And I need to get a reload card for my PC Internet connection coz my dad refused to get me broadband. Damn.

Adios

I've Made My Decision

2004-12-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

I've decided on what course I'm gonna settle myself in. I've chosen art. After a lot of thinking, science isn't really my stuff. Of course I'm always fascinated by it, but I think that fascination will keep on going and will not be taken up as a career. Of course, I would regret not having the chance of cutting people up, but, that's okay.

Now, since I'm taking art, I have no idea what I wanna do. There's just so many things! I guess I just have to follow where it leads me to. Yeah, I'll do that. But just as a goal, I want to be a comic artist. Yeah, I've been doing fanart for a long time and wonder if I should make a story of my own, but the problem is, I'm a lousy writer! I can't write storylines! Yeah, of course I write sometimes but that follows an existing storyline and honestly, I have no desire to be a copycat. That's just wrong.

Hmmnn, I have to draw more, practice and them draw some more, but do I have the motivation to keep on drawing? Maybe not, coz I used to last year, yup, I sold (illegal, hee hee) comics at school. It was innocent stuff, my friend wrote the storyline and I wasn't the biggest fan of it.. Coz it was more of a investigative-serious-comic. I'm not a big fan of that. Of course I liked the story, but somehow it was monotonous. And looking back at it, I realised my drawing was messy and horrible. But then again, I could always look at drawings when I was 9 (when I started drawing)

Ahh, nice days, those were. When I was 9, I asked my friend (named Dayana) to teach me how to draw properly, coz I used to suck at drawing (gasp!). But thank god I've never failed art at school. The lowest was a C. Yeah, sad. So, I got better by copying Naoko Taekuchi's style (Sailormoon) and then I thought another friend (named Bash) and the three of us drew a series of comics, just to amuse ourselves. Awh, that was fun. We drew about our days at school, teachers, nonsense stuff... Awwhh.... Then I took a break from comics... and I don't remember when that was.

Haha! Yeah so here's a list of things I need to do if I want to be a comic artist.

1. Practice more
2. Take up lessons, well, continue from a place nearby...
3. Practice
4. Expose self to more styles of comics
5. Practice
6. Learn Japanese
7. Practice
8. Try to write storylines, good ones.
9. Practice
10. Ask for help from other comic artists.

Well, that's enough art-related rantings for now.. I want to sleep... wait.. I hang by a minute..

..16th July, HERE I COME!

2004-12-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

AH! THAT'S the release date of Half Blood Prince (yayers!)

I am so happy, thank you Jo. But the big problem is, the price is gonna be really, really expensive. It's is said that the book is "recomendded" to be sold at 16.99 pounds, if it is converted to Ringgit Malaysia, it'll be RM89.90, just like Order of the Phoenix... I have to save my own money, if not, my mom would again, refuse to buy it. Come to think of it, I'll buy 2, the Adult and Children version. *sigh* just where the hell am I going to fork out all that money. Oh, wait, I can actually.... Ha aha ahahahaha!

I've been slaving myself over finishing the design page, it's almost done, just have to put thumbnails, contents, and a bit of finishing touches. But then I have to host the pictures, and there's tons of them (fanlisting buttons). It's gonna be really nice, Kingdom Hearts as the first layout. It's really bold, and fun looking, but I'm happy with how it looks now. Niceeeee.....

I had yet another weird dream but I'm not gonna tell you coz I don't really remember. I woke up with chest pains coz I've been sleeping on my left side, and let me tell you, that's not healthy coz your lungs and and the other conents will squish your heart and it'll cause a cardiac arrest... that is, if it happens for a long period of time. Is that true? Maybe... But I'm sure it is.

I have to put a countdown here somewhere...

So, that's all, like I said.. nothing is interesting.. my room is messier now.. haha!

Oh! Yes! I checked my dot.tk account and I checked the visitors and there are lots of percentage of the visitors from USA, who is from USA? I've never seen you guys comment or tag or anything.... speak up! Canada and Malaysia are a must in the pie chart (you know who you are.. ;)), oh! and also Finland. And I had a visitor from Morrocco and some from Unknown... and Singapore too.

Okay... Byeeee.....

Nothing Is Interesting Now...

2004-12-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

Ah, yeah, nothing is interesting in my life right now...

Oh, Cat.. you sent me an email? But I haven't got it... I check later.. I couldn't get in to Yahoo earlier.. sorry!

I went to MuggleNet and it had 2 happy news! Half-Blood Prince is finished!!!!!! Aaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!! Ah!!! The Joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE TO GET IT! YAYYY!

And they put up 2 new pictures of Goblet of Fire and Ron's robes were like in the book,,, HORRID.

Yeah, just a few days till my results come out... I'm not feeling good about it. I've been having dreams and sleepless nights (again, more of it) about it. And about what class am I taking. I'm stressing myself out.. really. But I have FFXI soundtrack to keep me calm.. it's really nice, the songs. And I relaxed myself by drawing more and last night, I had an encounter with my watercolour set... I haven't coloured seriously since I stopped getting lessons. I daresay the results looks good (the picture tnat I painted).. I coloured one of my sketches. I'll put it here later... when I have the chance of scanning it.

I've broken my record of shopping.. I spent 9 hours in Ikea but I spent 10 hours at a mall (Alamanda). Wow. That was really tiring... my feet reeked when I got back and it was really, really sore. I guess I am not a full tomboy... He he.. My hair's a lot longer now.. it's kinda nice considering I haven't had hair this long since I was nine. Changes are good. And it's gonna change again next year, coz I'm getting my own room. Yes, finally. My bro sleeps in my room but now he has to share with my uncle, who will move into my room now and I'll take his room. Yay! I'm gonna make it so nice, but I'm no Thom Filicia.. Not THAT nice I guess. More of and English taste... coz I am sure my mom would make it look like it is in England.

Well, I guess that's all... I would type more but I have nothing to type about.

P/S: ILI! OOO.. jahat ah kau.. biar lah Cloney-Poo. tak Kisah pun.. hehe... sebenarnya aku yang letak sendiri nama tu.. :) See you next week!

Water-ey Fun? What's That?

2004-12-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hah! I'm surfing away and I have been to many websites and can be identified as a stalker ! Muahahahahahahahahaha!

Ooh! Anticipating! What? Oh, nothing... wrong word...

I'm sorry I'm feeling manical today, I don't know whaaaaaaaaay... Hmmnnnnnnn.....

So yeah, I AM ON THE LIST! YYEESSSSSSS! Whhhoooo! *sigh* Finally... I have made it to the list, thankkkk yooouuuuuuuuuu,.,......

So, that's 2 more things that I really want, good results (excellent actually) and to be on GEMPAK (A magazine)... I sent 2 pictures today and I really hope they're among the chosen ones. I sent a picture of a girl in Jap school uniform and Harry Potter. I don't think I did justice on the Harry Potter one. It's kinda messy coz the Dementors were really hard to draw!! Arrgghh, I hope I get decent scores.. :) Please Apoh... *makes Puss in Boots face* Hee hee!

I'm looking for pictures but who's gonna be my next victim? Hmmmmm....

So, gota go before I wet myself, so, BYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Ooh, Pardon Me

2004-12-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

Argh! I was on the "Highest Rated Skin" on BlogSkins but then sumone rated it 3 starts and it's not there anymore.. ooohhh... the agony...

*sighs* Ehehehehehee.... Sorry about my earlier 2 posts.I admit, I was overreacting... It hapened mainly because I was cracking a bit too much under the preassure... But I'm feeling better, not entirely, coz I have been feeling queasy since yesterday and my body temperature has not been stable. I may turn up sick.

I had a weird dream last night, really weird. Mostly involving me, my school, a popular tv show aired from my school, the Harry Potter cast, Dan Radclife crying when I said goodbye (that one was really weird+funny), Nicole Ritchie and Paris Hilton (they called me a loser but I got my revenge), Prince William (what?), an old friend, a black dress, me cutting my hair, a secret passageway to a castle, flowers, my grandma working at the castle, a couple of cats, talking chairs and rats, chillies, and a fight undone (that one was sad). Clearly my imagination has gone a bit too far this time. Thta has got to be the weirdest dream I ever had... Why do I remember it? I dunno, I just do.

There's no food inside ths house?!? I'm surviving on the last packet of instant noodles and PB&J.
So, this morning I saw something green on the dining table. I was from my mom's magazine and when I lifted the magazine up, a ball of vomit fell on my hand. The horror. My cat (who's pregnant by the way) vomitted on the magazine. I never knew cats get morning sickness too...

GIVE ME SOME IDEAS FOR MY NEXT SKIN, I HAVE NO IDEAS LEFT! OR PICTURES!

p/s: Linn, I'm making you a whole new layout, but quite the same as your previous one, but I didn't use the font that you wanted, it didn't fit with the feel of the skin... :)

Oh, The Worry

2004-12-14T13:59:00.000+08:00

So, almost 2005. It means school will start. I hate that. I have no problems with going to school but it's opening it's door waayyy too early. I mean, January 3rd? I haven't even got new uniforms yet, or shoes, in fact, I have no idea what to wear, either the usual school uniform or the one that I usually wear coz I'm a librarian see. And if I get my PMR exam results on 28th (they're not sure yet when) only 5 days till school starts. And I'm not even sure which class should I enter!?! Arrgghh~~~!!!!!!!!

It's either science or art. Either being Einstien or Da Vinci, but technically, Da Vinci was also some sort of scientist.. ahhhh.... Either Bill Gates or Neil Buchanan (watch Art Attack).. Who is a known artist nowadays? I forgot.. hmmnn...

I was thinking of entering the LKTK class, which is some sort of a course of engineering/architectural but I don't wanna be an architect or engineer or electrician or whatever that leads to. Honestly, I'm not even sure what to do when I grow up, and it's not that far away... only 2 more years of highschool and then I'm off. But if I get into those computer-related-programming and stuff... no way, there's just too many people who's taken up IT and I don't wanna be jobless when I graduate. But I'm torn between that or pure science. If I enter LKTK, no Biology and no biology means I can't take medic course and if I do take up Bio as an extra class, that will leave me with 12 subjects and my parents told me to take up art too and that'll be 13 subjects and honestly, that's just too many subjects.

So, if I take Pure Science, I'll have 10 subjects and if I take Art as an extra, it'll be 11 subjects. So, science, well, I always wanted to be a Forensic Pathologist, but if I take that as a career option, I'll have to get over my fear or being alone in the dark with dead people and my wild imagination. I usually think of a thing that scares me when I'm in the dark.

Or should I be a graphic designer? I'm quite good at the basics of using Photoshop, but I'm not good at it yet, a web designer maybe? But then, if people won't even download free ones that I have made, why should I charge people for it? Unless I'm Maystar. Haha! AND I'm not even THAT good, I am hopeless at tables, I can't use tables! I have no idea how they work, or that script that's popular at BlogSkins right now, the click this and this appears and click that and another will appear. I have no idea how that works! Aggrrrhhhh! I suck at this! Shhhiiitttt! *curses some more* I need another vacation.. tsk... but I have no time for another vacation coz school's open in 18 days! Shhhiiitttttt.......

And I'm not even good at drawing coz I can't even draw hands or ears for god's sake. And if I can't do that, I can't even be a cartoonist! I HATE THIS! And I can't be a game designer coz I can't do 3D to save my life (Coz I haven't learnt yet.. damn, time is running out and I'll be olllddd), and not a game tester or reviewer coz I USE CHEAT CODES!

How the hell am I supposed to live with all the competition? I don't wanna clean after people's poop to get money?!? I can't even get my room to look tidy! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT SKILLS! AND TIME IS RUNNING OUT! AND I'M STUPID AS SHIT AND I LOST TO PEOPLE WHO'S A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME COZ THEY'RE A LOT MORE SENSIBLE TO LEARN AND STUDY AND ALL THAT STUFF AND I'LL SINK LIKE A BRICK IF YOU ASK ME TO BEAT THESE PEOPLE AND MY PARENTS THINK THAT THEIR DAUGHTER IS PERFECTLY CLEVER AND I WANNA BE COZ I WANNA MAKE THEM HAPPY AND I AM JUST TOO STUPID TO BE ONE. I AM SUCH A BURDEN? WHY AM I ALIVE IF I HAVE NO ROLE OR PURPOSE IN LIFE? Am I just another person? Am I worthless? Am I such a pain, another mouth to feed? Who am I? Why do I feel so alone at times? Is God the only one I can turn to? But I am thankful to be alive, I am... But I just need signs... to do what is right. I'm trying my best to pick up things along the way but sometimes I get too lost in my life to think what is important. People might say I should enjoy my younger days but what about tomorrow? What will happen if I don't make a change? What will happen if I don't think about things to come? I have no time, I'll be left behind if I don't think about these things. And thinking of them makes me realize what an awful person I really am, I'm just human, and being human can't make me perfect, flawless, beautiful or smart. I'm just me.

Like the song, please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again. I need help. But will there be someone along the road to help me?

I Can't Do This Anymore

2004-12-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

I am one tragic piece of shit. I don't even feel good about myself. I have yet again, fallen into the damn pits of depression. I am such a pathetic person. I always wanted people to like me oh but no.... I'm far too good to receive bad comments, am I? I am such a bitch I don't even realize that I was the bad person when I am accusing other people of being bad. Why am I like this? Whay am I such a worthless jackass?

I'm sorry if for being such an idiot and I'm sorry I ruined your life.

I don't even feel good, I feel like I'm a huge wreck, just waiting to be thrown out the door. Why is growing up such a pain? Why is my brain stupid? Why am I not being thankful enough?

Cloudy--- Hmmnnnnnnn.....

2004-12-11T11:25:00.000+08:00

Gasp! Oh no! It's Cloud! He's gona kill us with that big-ass sword of his! Arrrggghhhhhhh!!!!!

Ha ha! What a crappy intro. Yay! Version 6.0! AND.. It not brown! And it's still Final Fantasy! Wooootss~~~~! Don't you think the image looks cool? I love it! It awesoommeeeeeee...... From Advent Children. But I think the name of my blog which I copied the style from the logo is quite funny looking, kinda tacky. Well, leave that behind.

I'm logged on to my Friendster account, which is really rude in some ways, and it's kinda dead coz people don't ask me to be their freind, instead, I have to beg to these crappy people... (*(# $^(#3&$... I hate most students at my school, they're so.. stuck-up... now I have... 81 "friends" with 1 waiting for confirmation.

I'm home alone, mom and dad's off to work and my bro is having a footie match.. what posotion does he play? Keeper? Or striker? Or midfield...? I simlpy don't know coz he doesn't stay on a specific position. I'm looking for pictures also.. like I said yesterday, my latest template went horridly wrong.... 13? That's unlucky. *sigh*

BlogSkins, well, they site is now really infested with Singaporeans.. I can tell. I know Singapore a neighbouring country but well, I dunno. You can sorta tell by the styla and the language they use. And it really helps when you see their profile. And the site is now flooded with this "Taufik Batisah" guy and "Sylvester"... Boy, they're really proud of their Idol, but see if Taufik can challange Jac (Mallaysian Idol)... Ha ha.. I would like to see that happening.... and seeing Jac challanging Fantasia Barrino.. that'd be so cool...

So, gonna submit another skin, so, that all for today folks!

Eh? What Happened?

2004-12-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

Ahem, due to my excess paranoia, I've decided not to use the layout that is version 5.0, because, for the fear of being sued, *sobs uncontrollably* and I really like the layout..... *sobs*...

I'm Google-ing for some pictures right now.. but I don't know what.. Maybe Kingdom Hearts 2 or Final Fantasy: Advent Children... I don't friggin' know!!!!!!!!!

I was so shocked ( it's a fan thing) that the owner of Auron Revolution used my design for her game/movie blog, I dunnno why I was shocked, it's quite weird... it's scary how small the world really is.. haha! Probably I'm just overreacting, heh.

So, another layout and I'll make sure I have permission to use them (the images) and so, bye!

p/s: I am not happy with my new skin (These Words), it's doing awfully... *sigh* Seems that I've lost my touch...

EEEEPPPPSSSSSSS

2004-12-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

OMG! This is the awesomemest thing!!!! Ugh!! Who is that dude? His skills are awesome! Is he Sora from the future? Hmm.. no one knows, eh? I just can't wait! *squeal*

I'm at mom's office, I tagged along coz there's a Hari Raya Party-thingey and I came along for the food, and the fast internet connection. But the desktop, ugh, it's one of the most awful desktops ever... It's really, big... and the resolution's only 800x600... Let's just say, I like my desktop better.

Cat, I'm sorry I don't post comments on your blog.. I'm just too darn lazy to sign in and all that crap... sorry! But I still love you and your blog.. :) Good luck with your preparations an stuff.

So, yesterday, my mom, aunt, grandma, cousin and me went to do what girls do best, SHOPPING! We went to the only place I really like going to, Ikea. So we were there (and Ikano next door) for about 9 hours, yes, 9. I bought a dummy, the one they use for drawing and stuff. I named it Auron.. haha! On our back,we got lost coz it was dark and my mom's not familiar with the road we were on. So, we ended up going round and round and had to ask a guard where to go, coz we got off the main highway and on thse small roads. Then we went back and went to the right road. I saw some dogs and can't help going "Woof!"... Crazy, I know.

We got home safely, at about 10.55. Dropped auntie, grandma, and cousin to auntie's house and back home. My dad was watching WWE and (naturally) I watched it too. Hur hur, he ate instant noodles for dinner... After that and a couple of laughs, I went into my room got into my PJs and read a book then sleep. Phew, so that is what I did yesterday.

Ugh, I'm listening to some person singing karaoke... badly but okay enough.. oh some kid butted in.. Haha! It's quiet now... Think I'll listen to that Yahoo radio thingey....

Bye!
*tummy rumbles*
*fart*
*giggle*
Sorry...

Ooh! Aah! Gaspp!

2004-12-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

Oh, no... Yeah, I changed the layout, AGAIN! *is ashamed* Sorry dudes, can't resist the temptation. I love the pictures so, I just had to make a new layout. And it still looks comic-ey and brown...? I really have to stop using brown. It could get depressing at times but it's not as dark as the Yu Ri Pa one. So, yay for version 5.0.

The pictures are from ZenmaiArt, which is an awesome site but I have problems with it, you see, it's in Japanese, entirely. I know just a wee bit little bit of Japanese so, I couldn't read or understand anything on the site. But I managed to find the pictures.. The pictures, well, they do look a bit gay, eh?

So, added a new catagory at the "Currently" section, which is the "Desktop", so, you guys can see my desktop.. just for fun, though it's a nice feature since I threw Unkymoods out the door. Changed the lyrics to Hikki's song.. a.k.a Utada Hikaru... I'm really stuck in the Japanese culture... I talk anime and games so often it's sickening, what can cure me from this disease??!!?? Please, tell me...

Ooh! Ahh! Gasp! I found these screenshots of Kingdom Hearts 2 (Ooh! Aah! Gaspp!) and found this:
(click the thumbnail)
picture of Auron and Ooh! Aah! Gaspp! It's a YOUNG AURON. WITHOUT THE GREY HAIR AND THAT MULLET! And very slim... ^^' Well, not sure bout the mullet (or ponytail) but I don't see it in the picture, but that scar is still there so, heck, it's still Auron. And Sora's costume looks a lot more okay, not as childish as before coz it was a bit too colourful... I was shocked to learn that he (Sora) is voiced by Haley Joel Osment and I was (super) shocked when I knew Squall (in KH) was voiced by David Boreanaz a.k.a. Angel and Yuffie by Mandy Moore. So that's why they sounded so familiar... hur hur.

What else..? Oh, I downloaded a video from Mugglenet (from TRL) about this dude who got to become an intern at Leavesden Studios and if it's Leavesden, It's HARRY POTTER! It was soooo awesome to see the kids filming Goblet of Fire... and to think that Dan is my age and he's already a super-mega-biggie superstar.... I'm so jealous! Grrrr... But that idiot (sorta) Mike Newell made Beauxbatons an all-girls school (whaaa---?) and Durmstrang an all-boys school (whhhhaaaattttttt???---) and in the video Harry broke his arm..? Harry didn't broke his arm in the book!!!!!! And he kissed Cho is the 5th book! Not 4th! She was still Cedric's girlfriend in the friggin 4th book! And why Ron and Harry have longer hair? They look awful like that.... But that's okay.. I'm still fine... and I'm looking forward to the 6th book due somewhere next year (yayers!) probably January or June/July. In Mugglenet they said this:
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JKR to possibly visit Spain in May 2005
A Spanish newspaper reported today that JK Rowling and other celebrities including Kofi Annan and Jimmy Carter have indicated they will be attending an international cultural forum with an emphsis on solidarity and peace in Santiago. That sounds like our Jo...

My optimistic assessment of this news: If JK is in fact willing to make a trip to Spain in May it could be because she's expecting to be finished with HBP by then. If the book is actually released in June, by May the editing should be either done or nearly done. Here's to hoping! - Emerson
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Yays! Book 6!

That's too much ranting, you guys won't read it if it's too long... okay, buh-bye!

OMG! It's the evil witch!

2004-12-06T13:40:00.000+08:00

I was browsing through my own PC and found these old pictures of me, ugly, but okay enough. It's about time I show my face to you lot... *sigh*

Hur hur.

Yu Ri Pa, Ready!

2004-12-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Stacie Orrico, Daniel Bedingfield, Michael Buble

Huh, another layout, and it'a the same background colour as the previous one... sigh.. I'm getting less talented. My layouts nowdays look like crap. People still like the blue one... I have no idea, tell me? Why? Coz it's not Final Fantasy? ...

Changed bits and bobs of the layout. I got tired of using Unkymoods coz the page loads to darn slow, that's why I didn't bother to change the mood... always stuck at "Smitten". Deleted some links and sections and GIFs.
I like the layout.. very comic-ey. Of course, done in Photoshop. Used some effects and burned the image. I'm getting better at this thing, but how do you properly blend images? I still haven't figured it out. You see, I'm just too lazy to find tips and tricks of doing it.

I am now a bit crazy about animes, mangas and all the comic related things. I bought 2 graphic novels, one of them is "Wedding Eve" by Keiko Honda and another one by Shimaki Ako. Also started buying my fav magazine again after some time not buying it. It's gotten more expensive, which got me angry, because now it costs RM 4.50. Back in the early days it was only RM3.00. I hate that. I'm going to submit some drawings to them for this thing that they do which is giving comments and marks on the drawing. I'm working on some more and also a comic, which is (hopefully be done) for a competition but I've never drawn a proper comic before, just kiddie ones. Used to sell a series of comics but I got tired and I just couldn't draw if someone is pushing me to do it when I really am not feeling like it.

What else? Yeah, still gaming like crazy. I bought Final Fantasy X International and I am so darn pissed coz I can't use GameShark cheat codes for it coz the codes are for the normal version. Maaann.... I have to buy the normal one... I also bought X-2. The one I played before was my friend's CDs.. I borrowed them. My new FFX-2 CD is broken so I'm gonna go change it, which is a bit of a hassle coz the place is a bit far. But no sweat, game CDs here are so darn cheap... If they won't let us change it, we'll buy a new one. Oh, they cost about RM4... It depends on the place. If it is in US Dollars, it's about USD 1.20.. or less.

I'm saving some money for upcoming games.. like Kingdom Hearts 2, FFX11, Radiata Stories (sounds good), some other FF related ones and I'm thinking about buying Fatal Frame 1 and 2. Played the 2nd one today at my mate's house and although it's darn scary, it's damn good so buy it! I'm gonna get my unc to play Silent Hill 4 coz I don't have the balls to play it. Someone help me! I'm still stuck in the Cave of Wonders in Kingdom Hearts.. argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! I'm also saving money for PS3/PSP. I won't buy X-Box or GameCube... maybe a GameBoy Advanced SP. Okay, by saving my money, that means I won't be eating at school, like I always do.

Okay better go... I'm gonna change my desktop wallpaper then read/draw. Byes!

P/S: My exam results are expected to come out on December 28th.. wish me luck. It got me sleepless at nights.

Yays!

2004-11-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

Woots, I'm back home! Yayyy!! And I'm back to working!! Boo!!

Honestly... well, I'm glad I have some work to do. I'm typing this quickly.. I'm going out...

I checked BlogSkins again and whoah... downlads are nearing to 7000. Cool. But I'm starting to worry because other people layouts now looks so darn nice! And I wanna be on the most downloaded or the highest rating list!!!

Yeah, whatever. I'm WORKING ON A NEW LAYOUT. IT'S ALSO A BIT BROWN AND MOSTLY DARK. AND YES, FINAL FANTASY STILL.

I gotta go, bye~~~!

It's Been Gay

2004-11-25T09:38:00.000+08:00

My blog is really dead... innit? I am still not home right now, where my work is.

I just checked BlogSkins and downloads are going.. fine I guess. 6971 downloads and that's great. I found out they (Myles Grant) put out the new list for the most downloaded/rated..awhh.. I'm not on it... dammit.

Before Igot here, I got so much thingies that I wanna write but then... I'm too tired. I slept at 2am after watching WWE (Yes, I started watching wrestling again) and David Letterman. I got stung last night and a mosquito bit me when I was sleeping, well, lots of mosquito bites. That sucks.

Well, gotta go do something else... I wanna print out the lyrics for FFX2's song... 1000 words... was it? Neways. Bye.

Closer To Nature

2004-11-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

I'm On A Break Babes! Leave Me Alone!

Ah! Post! I'm back, well, for a while coz ths is not gonna be for long coz I'm still at Grandma's and well, this is the first time I've been close to a PC and an internet connection coz my grandma doesn't own a PC and normally, I went nuts. Uhh... I miss my PC....

This keyboard sucks.

Ah, well, I'm in an Internet cafe right now and I had to wait for my turn on the PC, whch sucked coz when you're in a room full of people typing away on the nternet, you get very tempted and I was almost in tears when I knew I couldn't use one. TSK.

When I woke up this morning, I felt like barfing, and now it's cured by this crappy PC. Thankies.

I did a lot of things that I couldn't do at home, and picked up some new habts. This is weird coz now I'm addicted to a Korean Drama and a chinese one. I can't help it, they're so good... I'm watching "Lovers In Paris", a Korean drama which is awesome. I really want to buy the CDs of the series but they're super duper expensive! They cost about... RM130 (USD39.90), too much. I luv the actors... esp Park Shin Yang. Ki Joo is awesome. Ki Joo is what we've all fantasized about in our dreams. The man is gorgeous, filthy rich, brilliant, president of a multi-billion dollar corporation, passionate, suave, debonair and loves Tae Young with his entire heart and soul. The little things he does to win her heart and make her laugh is just so romantic. I'm not surprised why Tae Young fell head over heels in love with him.

I need to save money to buy Kingdom Hearts 2 and some other games (probably Radiata Stories.. sounds good) and Final Fantasy 12 Oh! Forgot! Ugh.. I need money, a lot of it. I need to buy other school thgs too...

Oh.. my bro's UPSR results is out today.. wonder hw many As he scored... I need to call him today... so lazy lah!

Well, I have other works to do.. need to browse for (eeppsss) Auron. My aunt calss him "The Gay Dude" because she read a yaoi fanfic I printed out for her... it's really dirty. Very.
I'll miss you guys... a lot nd I'll be back up and running in a week or two. I didn't update the layout coz I forgot to brinthe codes... and I'm stcking with Auron layout. The layout I made didn't work out.. too small.

My New URL

2004-10-29T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hey, to all of you who is linking to my blog, can you change the link from "http://clonerants.blogspot.com" to "http://clonerants.tk". I got the redirecting url last night and I really like it coz it's a lot shorter, amd it's different.

I am so sorry coz I think I'll be going to my grandma's house and I am sure I need the rest there. My blog will be updated in a week or two, so, sorry!

I wish it could wait till the start of November but I'm going with my aunt and we'll be going tomorrow.

I'll miss you guys so much and remember to change the url of my site link!

I'm Free At Last!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

Woots! School's overrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!

I am so happy. Now I have lots and lots of free time. Cat, I'll post the Malaysian School System later kay?

I'm a bit busy at the time... I'm working on my design webpage and still putting on contents and stuff. I'm also working on a shrine, hehe, guess whose? And if I'm really, really, really feel like it, I'd probably do a new look for my blog.. haha!

Yes, I'm gonna change it if I can.. I've downloaded some brushes that are just so uber cool and thought I might do a new look for my blog. Something really different from my designs, probably something that looks professional.

My design page, hmnn.. I had the layout made earlier but the image doesnt look right, loks a bit odd and I need to change the oddness. It's mostly green, like my desktop and kinda neutral-like.

The shrine is like the brown layout I had but different in ways. It's really cool.

Well, I need to stock up on some pictures for my designs and can't wait till November!

Byes!
p/s: Happy (Future) Halloween! What are you gonna dress up as?

I Miss You

2004-10-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

I miss you template... *tsk* Anyways, it was dumb of me to host the pictures along with my blogskins template pictures. Only a few more days to go through and I'll be up and running, and I have to get a new image hosting account, but photobucket's not receiving any new free accounts.

Cat, that's awfully sweet of you to offer the image hosting for me, it really is, but I can't accept it, sorry. I mean, it wouldn't be fair.. I guess. But It's okay, I'll be up and running in no time.

Oh, the comments where it pops up? I use Haloscan for comments, not Blogger comments feature. So, get an account and it'll pop up.

I woike up very late today and watched a wee bit of Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within. It's on pause now, coz I'll cont. watching it. Honestly, I just watched it to see the character who is voiced by Matt McKenzie, who is the voice of Auron in FFX. Apparently, it's very, very hard to find anything bout him, very hard o come by, and I don't even know how old he is! He is on IMDB but the info's not enough. And I still don't know what he looks like. He acted in Gods and Monsters, so, I'm trying to find pictures.

Hhe, you know what? I think I'll cancel the movie and stay in my room an listen to Shania Twain. Or I'll work on my design website. Or a shrine. Or fanfic. Or nothing.

*shrughs*

Bye.

My Sketches!

2004-10-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

I posted something ealier on my tagboard that I'm gonna post some sketches of mine. Mind you, they're not the best but it's good enough.

I had to burn the images on Photoshop because it was almost nothing was there, I asked my friend to scan it for me coz I don't own a scanner and the images was a wee bit too small so, heh. Photoshopped a bit but not damaged, but probably the Troublemakers one.

Click on the thumbnails to view the full image.

This is a sketch of Auron, not detailed but okay enough.

Harry! It's not good but hey, I think he should look like this, at least...

Yuna, in FFX2, doesn't lok at zitch like her coz this is my version of Yuna, who is weirder looking.

A sketch of me and my friends! The troublemakers! Woots! I'm the one on the far left, yes. This pic is a bit damaged by the burning.. huhuhu...

Well, that's a peek at my sketching talents, I'll post another one later so, ciao!

Oooh! The Auron one is going through a digital manipulitation (did i spell that right?), I'm colouring it, it's not the best but hey, I'm new at this.

So, bye.

My Neat-O Desktop

2004-10-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

I'm still pissed to be stuck with this layout.

Here's a peek at my desktop now (hosted this using theimagehosting.com):

Huhu, cute, and from what I know, I have a clean and neat desktop, and it is neater than my (very) upside-down room. It's, well, Auron, obviously. I made that wallpaper for my own use, make your own if you want it, coz I can't take credit for the images (you see, I only use wallpapers made by myself, well, usually). The picture is from Mondo Maniacs, which is a site I absolutely adore, the pictures are just so cute. I like this picture best! It's Auron in a cup, oohh, and I want a plushie toy that looks like that! Or I'll make one! Yay!

In the picture, you can see tools I use but Microsoft FrontPage isn't up there coz, well, there's no space. Maybe I'll put it after this, who knows. In fact, I'm gonna delete that MSN Messenger... coz I only IM one friend. And, paste, there it is. Okay, done, so for colours, I use Pixie. Very reliable, love that app. And of course, Photoshop. I use v5.5, old but I like the layout more than the new ones. Get confused very easily. IconArt, to make icons and I use them.

I don't use Outlook, coz I don't like it... It's just there, waiting. Window Washer, amazing. Cleans every track I make. Hehehe. I rarely use RealPlayer coz I use Winamp a lot but I use it to listen to RealMedias and watching VCDs. But there's Xing, I use Xing to get screenshots. Hrmph, what else? The others are just additionals and all. Whutever.

Oh, you can see Winamp on the pic, well yeah, I still listen to Michael Buble (non stop) but now I'm listening to Jac, the Malaysian Idol's song, called Gemilang (Watch out Fantasia Barinno! She's as good as you are! Wahahahaha!) I like this version of Winamp, coz you can change the colour scheme and you don't have to download skins that regularly. So, I'm gonna listen to something else, what... what to listen to..? Oh! Busted! Yay! Who's David~~~~? Are you sure that your mine, aren't you dating other guys, coz you're so cheap and I'm not blind, you're not worthy of my time, somebody saw you... Uhh, sorry bout that. Ehem.

Wait, why am I telling all of you this, it's highly a personal matter!!! Naaah, I'm gonna go now, so bye! Oh, something before that...:

So, tell me, what's your desktop like?

I'm So Gonna Kill You

2004-10-25T16:08:00.000+08:00

You darn friggin BlogSkins people! I told you to host the darn friggin image yourself you buttheads! Now my bandwidth is exeeded and I am stuck with this template that is so common among Blogger People. I am so gonna kill you if you do this again! I want my template back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This template have no fancy stuff to it so, no fancy stuff here. No links will be placed either. Bear with me till the start of November. Dang.

Yea Ferilly

2004-10-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

Pah, again, I changed the layout a weeny bit, I'm such a sucker, I can't stop changing it! Well, it's like a nst, I guess. I have to make it comfy before I settle in. And yeah, I am planning to stick to this layout for a long time...

Guess what I did today, NOTHING. Yup, well, putting aside the hours in front of the computer, praying and taking a shower, yeah, did nothing much. Woke up, shower, PC, the play PS2 a bit, "insulting" my cat, and some thing else... No, I didn't go to school because there's no point in going. We don't do anything and the teachers atually ecourages us not to ho because we finished our exams and form 5 students are taking their SPM and the excess students are just burden, like poo in your rectum.

Ah, Linn, finally I know where your site is.. heheheheee.. Linked you. But not alphabetically, coz I just pasted it there. Muahahahaha, I deleted *a lot* of links and in the festive season coming, I put up a wishlist with the hope that somebody could get them for me, but it's not likely, hehehe. Nah, I'll get rid of that list later.

I'm downloading skins for the Sims right now, and, they're very little cloth on the skin... Oh, yeah, Cat, the pop stars female thing where they're rich and they can afford clothes, it is true righto? Phu-leesee, I'm sick of very "skinny" video clips and pictures and thing and boobs popping out all over the place. It's just loathsome.

So, I'm gonna disconnect and play the Sims, my Aurie-pie is waiting.. hehehe...

Byes!

Ohohoho...

2004-10-21T16:52:00.000+08:00

Hullo! Yeah, well, I changed the layout a weeny bit. Changed the font to Verdana and made it smaller. Hmm, oh! I also put up another pic to the Fanlistings. I joined an Aurikku fanlisting (altho' I'm not approved yet..) and I just love the Auron Rehab Foundation botton, just amazing, hahaha! Well, it goes well with this skin.. Hrmmpp, I think I'm gonna stick to it a liitle while longer coz, well, I like it.

I think I'm gonna put up a lot of other links, bla bla bla. And if you noticed, I put up the link to almost all of my skins, so it would be easier for you to see what I've done but wow, I've never realized it was THAT much, I've made a total of 86++ skins now, whoahhhh.....

I got yet, ANOTHER warning mail from Photobucket.. sheesh....

Well, it's raining and I gotta go.. Byes!

Coffee? No, Auron...

2004-10-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

Heheheh.. what do we have here? Auron! Yay! He should be named "The Manliest of Men", coz he's eeking of masculinity.. Hahaha! No kidding, ya? (Dude, I've been speaking like Wakka for weeks now) The great guardian of Lord Braska and Lady Yuna. *sigh* Sadly he's dead, and it's so sad that fanfic writers always make him gay, or bisexual...ewww...

Yeah, new layout.. well, it's quite the same as version 2.0, tho never in my life I've had ever imagine myself using scrollies for my own template. I always had used text. But nevermind, I still love the template somehow. And the picture, mmmm... I wonder what version 4.0 would be... Jake? Naahh.. probably not... something general I guess. Or Harry Potter.

The colour scheme is my fav coz it's kinda cool and, um, coffee-ish? I don't really drink coffee but the colours are interesting. Oh, I need some help, I dunno why but my blogroll info's not showing and that sucks.

Well, I'm busy submitting more skins... so, check 'em out?!? Ooooh, I wonder, are there any dudes (males) reading this blog coz I think only girls (and women) are reading my blog.. hehehehh...

Buh-bye!!
p/s: The Matchbox 20 skin is actually **ONLY** Rob Thomas but well, hheheheheee... don't kill me or anything... :)

Sickos...

2004-10-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

I wanna change the layout again.. looks too messy and quite depressing. Well, just need more time to search for pictures and layout ideas and photoshopping pictures, and, ahhh... I'm gonna change it again, that's for sure.

Here's a survey I found on Danae's blog and got interested to do it for myself, so, here:

I....
I see: Auron on my desktop
I need: To sleep more
I find: Very dirty fanfics (Harry Potter, Final Fantasy… they all sucked)
I want: Cheat Codes and 8As
I have: no money
I wish: I can get good marks for the exam
I love: lots of things
I hate: stupid disrespectful people
I miss: my aunt~~
I fear: frogs.. eeeeee
I feel: tired, kinda sleepy
I hear: "Suteki da ne.."
I smell: air, whut else?
I crave: laughter for a while
I search: for Auron (eh? Is that possible?)
I wonder: why people are so sick sometimes
I regret: I slept at 2 am

When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: when I saw Auron on my desktop
Laughed?: when I read some dirty fanfics, lol, funny
Cried?: when I watched the ending of FFX
Bought something?: last Sunday, Norton SystemWorks 2005 CD
Danced?: Last night, I stayed up alone and danced to the radio, quite horridly
Were sarcastic?: last week
Kissed someone?: blah- I don't kiss, never have
Talked to an ex?: Don't have an Ex, and I never had a boyfriend
Watched your favorite movie?: Last night, Billy Madison, so funny
Had a nightmare?: last year maybe, no! It was 3-4 months ago
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: Harry Potter, so what? I was bored
Last movie you saw: Joe Dirt
Last song you heard: Auf Wiedersehen Bitch
Last thing you had to drink: Orange Juice
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: rice for sahur, I'm fasting

Do You ...
Smoke?: never have and never will
Do drugs?: never have and never will
Have sex?: uhh, nope.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Live in the moment?: I guess
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yeah, sure, I hate it but sometimes it feels good
Play an instrument?: yeah, the computer keyboard.. no, I don't play instruments
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yah, I guess there are some
Remember your first love?: Probably, but it's not love-love
Still love him/her?: maybe
Read the newspaper?: Yeah, sure
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Maybe in secret, they're not telling me
Believe in miracles?: yes, absolutely
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah, and that's the sweetest thing ever
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yeah, but sometimes not
Consider love a mistake?: I dunno
Like the taste of alcohol?: no.. I never tasted alcohol and never will
Have a favorite candy?: Mars Bar
Believe in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: yes, Harry Potter/J.K. Rowling showed me that
Believe in God?: Forever will
Pray?: Yeah, five times a day.
Go to church?: I don't go to church coz I'm not Christian. But I sometimes go to the mosque to pray
Have any secrets?: Loads of them, hehehehehe
Have any pets: yup, I have, like, 4 cats.
Do well in school?: I think so
Go to or plan to go to college?: not college, University
Have a major?: ...
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: uh, I don't IM that regularly
Wear hats?: Sometimes, at home
Have any piercings?: Nope
Have any tattoos?: Nope, never will, I wanna be clean.
Hate yourself?: sometimes
Have an obsession?: a lot
Have a secret crush?: probably, maybe yes or maybe not
Do they know yet?: I don't think so
Collect anything?: Stuff, various, but not too many
Have a best friend?: Sure, 10+ of them
Wish on stars?: nope, not really
Like your handwriting?: sometimes, but it's kinda messy and twisted and scruffy
Have any bad habits?: obsessive compulsion
Care about looks?: uh, maybe not but I care for my skin, no pimples
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: no one's perfect so, live with it
Friends and other people?: I dunno, I don't really care, but they're all decent looking, not with warts and green stuff oozing out
Believe in witches?: Maybe
Believe in Satan?: yes, you evil dung-bag
Believe in ghosts?: probably

I Hate Meself

2004-10-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

Ahh, fuck. I hate myself. I just feel like hating myself. And hitting myself.

Can anyone give me ideas for the next skin?... I'm all dried up.

I just wanna stay home and play Final Fantasy X-2... I'm tired and I'm hungry. And I'm having a post-Final Fantasy X depression.

Ohh, crazy people. I found (very near) nude pics of Auron (look left, the dude with the sword and the shades), how nuts is that? He's just an effin' game character and people make porn of him.. wow, all the more reasons to love Auron. But I hate the porn, keep the pictures to yourself maniacs, people look good wearing clothes, and that also goes to Pop female singers. YOU'RE RICH AND YOU CAN AFFORD CLOTHES SO GET SOME.

I'm just full of negativity, eh? Post more later... I'm just tired...

The Ultimate Layout!!!!

2004-10-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

I am back! Woots! Hahaha, love the new template? Shows how lazy I am to design my own blog. And people using 800x600, sorry man, this template is best viewed using 1024x768 resolution. But I like this template, really nice and simple. Oh, this template is version 2.0-Final Fantasy X. Give me comments about it and if you hate it too much, I'll probably change it. Months of waiting and this is what you get to see eh? I deleted a lot of links and I didn't use much images for the navbar, coz one, it'll take the blog a long time to load, two, I'm too lazy to load those pictures to Photobucket, coz I'll mess the codes up someway and I'll be too lazy to fix it.

This template has new features which I love and they're absolutely cool and all. Okay, the first one. See the "Hello There" part? Yes, the message below the words are random coz if you show up at different times of the day, it'll greet you like good morning and all. Okay, moving on to the next one. Try the hover at the nav bar and look at the status bar. It'll say some things bout the linked site. And on top of the tagboard is a clock and the date of the day, it's kinda useful. I have a blogroll account now so, blogroll me!

Oh yeah, I wanna answer something that someone said: RoxybOo said on blogskins that I'm obsessed with Jake. *full of soul and feeling* It's not obsession man, its love for his acting, and there's no use of hiding the fact that he is friggin' hot. So what? It's not my fault he's hot. Eh... yaknow what?!? I don't think he's hot anymore. I kinda hate him now and you can see that on the navbar, the "loathing" part. I don't know why, I just don't feel it now. I don't hate him, just; I think he's a bit of a fool after reading back the story bout him and Kirsten… and that's... uhh... Disgusting? Definite no-no!! Yeouch…

Yeah, my exam, it's over and I'm free! But wait, the results of my exam, ahh.. so nervous! Science paper 2 was so freakishly hard. And the whole time in the exam hall, the moments you have to wait before starting was so boring!!!!!!! I mean, I was sitting behind this guy, his name is Zaifar. Yes, so when you're taking an exam you're supposed to look front only so inbetween answering and waiting, I had nothing to look at but his backside for hours. Here's what I know about him from my observation:
(He does these everyday, bores me to death)

1. He likes to move his feet
2. He has a strand of white hair, scary
3. His earlobes are thick, abnormal to me
4. From the back, he looks like Wayne Rooney (football player), and that's no compliment
5. His jaw is quite square-ish, makes him look weird
6. His head reminds me of Japanese riceballs with the seaweed
7. His butt always "bops" when he moves his feet. That always leaves me grinning.
8. He wears sleeveless shirts underneath his uniform. It's quite obvious to see.
9. He likes looking around when bored.
10. He always say thank you to the person passing the question papers.
11. His neck flabs
12. He loves scratching his head.

One day, outside the school, he asked me who was born on April 15, I didn't know and on the last day of exam he said it was Emma Watson and I stupidly replied,"So? Wait, do you like, have a crush on her or something?""No *shakes head in denial*""So, it's kinda like for general knowledge?""No,--(I didn't hear what he said) She likes cats"" *makes a 'oh' face* " (Dude, doesn't everyone like cats?)Yeah right, whatever Zaifar, but I know you really truly like Hanina right? And Hanina looks a tiny wee little bit like Emma so, he's nursing his broken heart by admiring a movie star. Awhh… It's so weird, he's so protective about her (Hanina), yet she hates him. Zaifar, a piece of advice, let go. You'll be fooling yourself, wasting it all on one person. Wait. That is, if you still like her. God know what goes on in your head. Oh, I knew this from Hanina, she told me, willingly, without me asking, so don't say I'm trying to know bout your personal life okayh??

Oh, yeah, I remember once when his underwear was showing, and some guys took a picture of it. It was green. I witnessed it myself. I saw the mighty green undies. Hilarious. What's more funny is that he wears green uniform coz he's a prefect and by wearing green underwear means he likes matching stuff… clothing, that is… I thought only girls do that. Pah, he's weird. Stay away from the green undies dude. He stalks girls who he likes. I know two victims so far. They're not happy.

Okay, a long post but hey, sorry but I love typing and can't help it. Haha! Okay, that's it for now! Bye!

Change of Heart

2004-09-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

Ah! Such an idiot I am. I read my previous post and, well, I feel stupid. Why stop making when I can annoy people with them?

Ha! Such a genius idea.

I'm pretty pissed off coz my new skin that i worked so hard on (ice blue eyes) only got 9 downloads. It's time for revenge, coz I'm bombarding them with new things.

Well, wait for new designs, I'm ready and loaded to annoy those pesky people they call "netcitizens" of BlogSkins.

WahahahahahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAH! *Continues evil laugh until loses voice*

What Did I Do?

2004-09-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

That's it.. I'm done with.. This is the final straw.... I am officially done with making skins... I HATE IT SOOO MUCH! AAAAARRRGGHHH! I mean, I don't know friggin why but download rates for my recent skins are friggin horrid. Ughhh.. I know some people at BlogSkins would say,

"But your skins have more download rates than mine.."..
" It's good enough for me.."...
"Why are you mad over such a stupid thing? it's not your life, those skins..." ..........
"this is stupid.. you're an idiot.."
"You're just jealous of the other designers..".......
"ah, why should we care... other designers can make new ones for us, we don't care bout you" ...........
"your ideas suck, that's why we hate them"
"you're a bitch and you're bitchin to get attention from people" ............
"we just don't favor them, we like something more, not stupid ones like yours"......
"what? who are you? are you a designer?I don't think so.."..........

It's not helping dude. It's so frustrating... This "hobby" made me happy and led me far away from depression. You know what, maybe I am not qualified to be good enuff... I hate myself and I hate my ideas.. people don't get it and they think I'm some stupid idiotic girl who's trying to impress people with some stupid ideas who they think I can thinkof in just a milisecond. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Well, I'm not trying to. I just want to share ideas with some people... Maybe they don't like it. And even if they did download it, they don't host the images themselves, just depend on my weeny little Photobucket account.

YOU LOT DON'T APPRECIATE AND RESPECT ME AS A PERSON

I HAVE FRIGGIN FEELINGS TOO

Ah.. you know what.. I'm gonna keep my "wacky" little ideas and love them and not share it anymore. I'm selfish now. And I don't care if you hate me coz you hate me already.

This "tragedy" has indeed left a deep scar in my mind and heart.

Goodbye My Friends

2004-09-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

Well, not a real goodbye. I have to stop blogging and designing for a while to study. I really think I should stop for a while coz I have a really big exam coming up and I don't want to fail it. Wish me luck and thank you all for everything.

And when I'll be back, I'll probably change the layout and launch my own design page, yeah, that would be nice.

So, new layout and design page comin at cha! Buhbye!!!!!!

Oh gawd...

2004-08-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

I'm chatting right now in Sean Biggerstaff's chatroom and it's getting intense.. whoah...

Neways, wanted to post this, yeah, another quiz.. dunno why i love them so much...

You're White!
Rate a 5 to see a picture of a hot
guy... Send me a message!

What is your color? (girls only... great anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Outrageously Not True!!

2004-08-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

I took some quizzes.. hehehe.. and o.my.gosh. I can't believe the reselts.. they're not sensible and all! Eww!

Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Cotton Candy

You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.

You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.

Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.

No wonder Cotton Candy is your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

I hate being a girly girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are Barefoot!

You're a total free spirit, go with the flow girl

You can't be restricted by shoes for very long

And unsuprisingly, the same goes for men

Your match is out there - and he's as carefree as you are

What Shoe Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

I am not carefree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown

You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men

You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else.

It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.

What's Your Inner Eye Color? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

well, this one is true.. I do have brown eyes.. hehe

Guys Like That You're Charming

You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads

Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-)

You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet

So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Umm... no comments

Thats the end of it...

I would like to take this opportunity to thatnk you all for the commennts and downloaders.. it's really sweet and all.. Thank you again for being a great bunch.. :)

You stole my heart, you hottie

2004-08-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

Ahh... How madly in love with you I am... *sigh*

Yeah, update, changed the hover, and fixed my codes... finally the recent entries and archives is on top of the other... phew...

I'm not in the mood to type so, I'll say something new later,K? See ya!

I'm Cool!

2004-08-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]

You are Cool!

You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person.

Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

That's FAB!!!!! WHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Read this..

2004-08-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

Uhuu... read this stuff, it's really interesting... A friend ofmine posted it on the Bulletn Board on my Friendster account.....

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing
nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all
their friends are having fun with their beloved
half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a
boyfriend
now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're
the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both
sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a
game
Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my
boyfriend
for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100
days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan
for
the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking
forward
to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first
day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there
is
a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea
than this. Lets move. (went to watch their
movies
and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and
Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's
birthday present. Share an ice-cream together
and
hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they
watch the sunset together. When the night
came
and the moon glowed, they said sat on the
grass
gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed
by.
Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto
rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton
candy.
Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and
Tina
grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's
hand
by
accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get
in
to
watch the show. The midget asked Tina to
play
a
part as his assistant in the magic show. Went
around to see other entertainments around
after
the show. Came to a fortune teller and she
just
said "Treasure every moment from now on"
and a
tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The
beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have
their
first kiss with each other just as the sun is
setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is
deciding
to have a walk around the city. They sits down
onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks.
What
would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter
havent return. Then someone walked up to
her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Justnow down there on the street a
drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its
your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and
sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over
his
face and her apple juice still in his hands.
The
ambulance came and she went to the
hospital
with
Peter.
Tina sat outside the emergency room for five
and
a half hours. The doctor came out, and he
sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we
could.
He is still breathing now but God would take
him
away from us very soon. We found this letter
inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and
she
goes into the room to see Peter. He look
weak
but
peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she
burst
into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun
with
you during all these days. Although you may
be
greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but
these
all brought happiness into my life. I have
realize that you are a really cute girl and
blamed myself for never taken the time to
knowing
that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just
wish that we can extend the day. I want to be
your boyfriend
forever and wish that you can be beside me
all
the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was
the
wish I made on the night there was a meteor.
I
asked God to let us last forever. We were
suppose
to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me!
I
LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me
now? I
love
you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart
stopped
beating. It was 100 days.

Send this to EVERYONE you love or hate...just
Everyone that has taken a part in your life.
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will
be
leaving you and never return

This story made me feel guilty.......

Again...

2004-08-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

Another layout again... but thistimeI'm gonna keep itthis way coz it's ad-free, you see... Oh yeah, a coupleof days ago, my school had a banner-drawing competition. Since the original designer for my class was absent and normally, I was pickedto fill in her position. It was nice tho' working together as a group and all... here, have some pictures:

Almost finished. See the hand holding the brush? That's me.

Almost dried...No me in this one

Finished product... see the girl holding the banner, on the left side, with yellow uniform on? That's me. And I designed the banner.. sigh... it looks so good....

Well, that all for today folks.. bye!

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