Monday, March 20, 2006

Teh School Stress Drama
Music: Save The Last Dance For Me - Michael Buble (my One True Love no. 3)
Mood: Stressed

Yay! I got the highest mark in English in class! Well, me and Frostie did, so, we share the same mark. And the teacher suddenly hunted for me as one of her SPM distinctions candidates. Great.

The SPM results at my school is okay I guess, I don't know, really, but it's slowly increasing, but not Chemistry, I guess, the teacher said it's decreasing or something. Blah, whuteva. But Physics is slowly climbing up. This year's high achiever is a girl who got 14A 1s... Yeah, and so and so.

I am quite... intimidated when my Physics teacher showed the percentage of passes and grades of last year's candidates and the year before. I'm reaaaaallly nervous. Beacuse I'm just scared I'll screw up and fail, not that I'm that smart anyways. It's just average, but quite low for the standards of Science stream students.Nah, I'm just dumb. Another jack-of-all-trades... Not the best at anything, I guess. Oh god, can I really handle working to get 12A 1s? I have no idea now. I'm not really working hard yet, I haven't fully revised last year's stuff and I'm just so fucking scared.

Thinking about it, I'll probably get a C7 or D8 for Add Maths, but hopefully higher (at LEAST a B3) but well, I have to work hard... and at Chemistry too, I like it, I get it, but I can't get high marks. Then, well, I'm not sure what subjects will I get A 1s......

I'm so stressed out right now. Before I sort this out, I just need time to sort myself up. I've been playing too much and I feel guilty. The sign of once a goody-two-shoes.

After I log off, I'll just do some notes while listening to the manly voices of Il Divo.
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