Thursday, March 17, 2005

People Change You Idiot
Noise: too many!

(pardon the language, I'm getting worse in English)

Yesterday, I went to an old friend's house. Just our little group of friends, we known each other since we were 7. Except one, we knew her when we were 10 or 11...

So, we chatted along. There were 5 of us, namely me, Bash, Dayana, Rohana and Fauziah. Boy they're... They changed so much! Gaahhh!

Bash is now one of those girls, well, those girls who have a boy as her best friend (like Lizzie McGuire), and texting with her friends, carry those cute little bags around, talking about boys, kinda popular, hangs out at popular malls with popular kids, very interested in boys, bla bla bla.... nya.. so many times that word have been used to describe her... eeeeeeeeeee....

Dayana became a BIIIIIGGGGGG Duran Duran fan. "What?", you might say. Oh yes, a big Duran Duran fan. Her wall was plastered with their pictures! Esp that Nick guy, I dunno his real name. And she's gotten VERY angsty, scribbling on her wall about being too shy and "roses are red as blood" and all those creepy stuff. She's also this big shopoholic. Her beauty regime is the biggest one for a 16 year old that I have ever known. Oh, she got herself a boyfriend, and it was declared yesterday... bla bla bla. Oh, she's kinda gotten trendy and stylish, yadda yadda yadda. You know, those things. Stylo.

Rohana was still okay, but she's a crazy punk-hiphop-rock fan. Yeah, but her appearence doesn't show it, and she's not like, goth or anything. She is still fine. And she got a crush on someone... Older than she is... Uhuhuhu...

Fauziah, very close with boys. Loves volleyball, hates staying home, doesn't really care about stuff. Uhuhmmm... Kinda like Bash.

Me, still the same. Tomboy, very rough, kinda anti-social, geek. Big time. And proud of it, still the maniac that I was all those years back. Dammit. I didn't change much, or maybe I didn't, at all... And unlike them, I still hate being "lovey-dovey", I was 3 years ago but he's gone now, and I don't give a damn coz he has lots of admirers. Heh. Hormones. I HATE IMMATURE MALES! They don't care bout how others feel. Or maybe they're scared coz I've been radiating the "I Hate Boys And I'll Kick Your Ass If You Come Near Me" heat since... Eehh... Forever, No! My friends were boys actually, when I was in kindergarden... Personally I don't care.

Softie Me: You haven't given me a chance to show up Rough ya know...
Rough Me: Huh, you're no good, people will think I'm weak!
Softie Me: But you should change! All of them changed, why can't you? Let me come out!
Rough Me: No way... N.E.V.E.R. I'm fine here, thank you!
Softie Me: .....

Bash said she can't wait till I turn soft. That means me and a guy, being soppy, those icky things... Being a real girl for once. Hmmnn....

Softie Me: She's right, a guy would be nice since you're so lonely now...
Rough Me: No way! I don't want any no-good dude interfering with my personal life, interfering with my feelings, dammit!
Softie Me: C'mon, you know you want too...
Rough Me: No way! No, no, no, no, no! I don't have any time! I'm busy. I won't lose to her!
Softie Me: C'mon...
Rough Me: NO! *beats Softie side to pulp*

Yeah, rough wins again! Whoo! I rule! *prances around like an idiot*

Oh, I didn't post my new skins yet, coz the server was down... Hehehe...

ANOTHER LONG POST, I'M GETTING GOOD AT THESE.... I'm annoyed with this skin. I'm gonna change it. Yes, again. I'm starting to grow out of it. I'll make something moody, or depressing... hehehehehhhh... FEEL MY PAIN!! GYAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAAA! Something still "clicky and it appears"... but I need a bigger space, if I'm gonna rant a lot. Huh. Being 16 sucks, I'm so damn angsty, and gotten more moody and sullen. And I'm starting to hate people. People are starting to get on my nerves. It's kinda like I want to spend time with them but when I'm with them, I feel I wanna be alone coz they're not the same anymore.... And I always feel left out. People are sooo evil. But people on the internet are fine. They're so much better coz they don't annoy me as much as others do. But I still need to spend time with real people or I'll end up marrying a computer.

Hey, the total of the use of the word "boy/male/boys/guys" (including what I typed here) is... 15, or less/more, I think that's more than I have ever typed before, all the posts... Hehehe. And I think this is the longest post.

Eto.... I think... Yeah... I think......

I'M GOING TO JAPAN! WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! LET'S GO ANIME BISHIE* HUNTING!!! GYAAA~~!! *continues prancing around like an idiot* AND GET MY COSPLAYING NEEDS!!

*bishie> bishounen > pretty boys
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