Monday, January 17, 2005

And It All Ends To One
I'm just online for a while... Looking at Sean Biggerstaff's website, he looks awful with that mohawk hairdo... Really...

I just got home from school, about half an hour ago. *sigh* I have LOADS of homework. I have a Malay essay, History and Religious Studies notes to do, Maths, Add Maths homework that I haven't finished and an English exercise. Oh yeah, the load is very heavy, and it's only the start of the week~~~~ AAAAAaaaaaa and it's only January. Thank god we have Thursday off till Sunday, then school on Monday and another holiday on Tuesday.
Mom said that were going to Grandma's village. And probably to my other Grandma's house. I don't really know. I'm really looking forward to it, coz I'm gonna see my aunt! Wheeeee~~~~

I was going to post an entry on Saturday but I got lazy to type and browsed Deviantart all night. My account is soooo dead, why? Because I don't have a scanner to scan my artworks. And I'm still crappy colouring using a mouse. My hand-eye coordination is not THAT good.

What did I do.... Oh, I went shoiping AGAIN. I should call us (my aunt, Mia-cousin, mom and me) the Dynamic Shopping Quartet. We went to Sogo, which I haven't been to in like, 4-5 years. Yeah, that long. I missed the place, and I forgot what it lloked like before I went there recently. Didn't shop much, and oh! We didn't go by car, but we hoped on the KMT and had to stand all the way to Pusat Bandaraya (I think) and got on the LRT. The we arrived there. Like I said, didn't buy much, but I pursuaded my mom (aaaa!!!!!) to buy me the second set of Fullmetal Alchemist (priced RM69.90) VCDs... And she bought it for me!! Yay! Though reluctantly, and was grumpy later... heheheheheeeeee.........

Oh, about my crisis with my friends, well, all of them are leaving. Yeah, leaving only me here at the school. I thought it would last at least till we graduated from highschool. But that vision was not true, just a fragment of my imagination. Just a memory no longer needed.

Even if we could meet each other again, it won't be the same, because that friendship would surely have grown apart, even if we tried hard to keep it alive. I just can't stop thinking about it, and can't stop crying. I am aware that this could've happened, but never imagined it is what that would be. Now there's just me. Jaz and Nina hasn't left yet but they are, but not sure bout Jaz coz she said she need to wait for a week before they could take in new students. Nina is going to a boarding school in Gombak.

Oh well.... I can't do anything about it.

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